wHo to tRusT, who nOt To trUst~such a thin line!

its an eventful day for me! tingz were happenin at a fast pace & it made me tink seriously on this topic, who to trust, & who not to trust?? it is such a thin line, wanna be objective to both sides also but i'm only a human, so easy to get influenced by either party, can onliz says that i'm so tired of all these 'shi fei'. this is not the 1st time tat makes me tink about trust. in fact, its been a year of testing trust in people for me & alot of my frens out there! not to say i have been pessimistic, but the cold truth is you can hardly trust ppl at all, such a sad & pathetic truth! haiz......'A' party can say alot of tingz tat pinpoint at 'C' party for his faults & backstabbin when the truth is she just wants to misunderstood 'C''? or you can say 'C' party dun like 'A' party so much tat he may imply tingz to 'B' or 'D' that could hurt 'A'?? well well well, i also dunno wat i'm tokin about, tink going mad soonz with all these undercurrents, the point is i do not want to get involved, yet i'm always swimmin near the border & a thin line between crossin. wat to do??? oh yucks, wat can i say?? oh erks. can't be bothered!

finally faced the moment which i have been dreading all along, well, can't really say i did wrong rite? i already tried to simplify the situation, it is somethingz i have to report to my boss, in lieu of my position. but how, i just dun feel good about it, a good & loyal person is hard to define, have to learn to make choices as well, any choice you made alters your destiny. tink the most important tingz is have a clear conscience horz, well i tink i did the best tat i could! so shldn't feel so uncomfortable right? okies, watever watever!

the tingz is i cannot stand deception, i really dun feel good when someone din tell me the truth. of course, no one is perfect! nobody likes to admit one is in its wrong. tat's y i also try to be as honest to people as i can! haiz.....lie with good intentions or say the truth where it hurts? which is better?

ohz what the heck, all these thots kip floating in my head! tink i should get some slp & get rid of the bad spell! who to trust, who not to trust??