pOnderin abT mY future

tis is wat i often tink abt whenever i'm free, when walkin, when breathin, when chattin wif frens abt our future! yet, it seems so uncertain, somehow not so sure of wat i really wan even though i haf taken some steps hoping to embrace new challenges!

yest watched the show, guy A ask guy B do you really like cars since you are sloggin hard wif ur family in this biz even wrkin w/o pay for the 1st few mths? guy B says no, i'm only interested in makin $ but i'm beginning to like cars more & more as i realised tat it is only when u put ur heart & soul into wat u r doing den u can realise what u really like & wat u dun like. it wun wrk if u always put yourself outside the circle.

hmm i tink wt he says is v interesting. ald 2 yrs in my job so it feels kinda boring now, but to move on, i also dunno wat i wan! tis is such a common prob, whenever i chat wif my frens, they r also have the same sentiments! haiz....always wonderin how some ppl can do their job with passion throughout their life. it always never fail to amaze me! haiz.....i also dunno!

nowadays, feel tat my life is quite boring, haha! in the past, sometimes wkdays still go out mit frens or walk walk. now seldom, lazy to go out also, tired easily now, haha! haiz....wat to do to make my life mre interesting? hmmmmmm.....ponderin & ponderin.....

yeahz, tonite got lord of the rings, going library later, hope i can get some nice books! anyway, wkends ald!