Relationships ~ truth or lies? u pick one!

last nite had dinner wif s, a & c, curry fish head at bugis thr, nice! cheap & good, 1 curry fish head, 1 veg, 1 hotplate tofu & 4 plates of rice cost only $32 lehz! cannot believe it manz, coz i thot fish head usually quite exp! hee, but the ice lemon tea sux, like sugar drink! haha, made us order extra drinks!

then we went to dempsey road wine network for drinking, 6 of us drank 2 bottles of red wine & 1 bottle of white wine! the white wine is super sweet, though i like sparkling wine but tis is way too much, like drinkin syrup, **shiver** haha! the 1st bottle of red wine still not bad, btr than the other bottle, not too dry! aniwae we chat fr 9 plus to 2 plus in the mornin over thr, amazin we can tok so long! but v funnie, whenever we gers went to toilet, we will have a long session of ger's tok outside the toilet! then the guys will wonder if we drop into the toilet bowl.

u see, we gers were tokin abt relationship stuff! haiz......dunno y when ppl no longer tog, their version of story of break up is always so different. i tink coz they based on their perception of their feelings on how things happened? & on the way, is always either misunderstanding of tat party or the other party has double standards. coz we r outsiders, we also cannot judge, can only hear wat both party says, when we hear unfair stuff, we will also feel angry or sad for tat person. but 听过就算, coz its other ppl's affairs. we dun put 1 leg in & make things even more complicated. so wow, i also dunno wat to say.......just feel disappointed? disappointed abt human's flaws? or disappointed wif relationships tat fr trust can becum bad feelings towards each other? well, i'm not sure wat to make of it as well........

Oh we also tok abt another person! hmm hmm i long time nv tok to him but hear some interesting stories abt him last nite! hmmm i dunno izzit coz one will gradually change due to different environment. perhaps there is tis trait abt tat person being hidden away & when it reach the right kind of environment, this trait will bubble out of the surface & let ppl see their true self! hmmm u see, so tis makes 2 frens becum 路人甲. also another disappointin relationship betw frens! 人与人之间的关系真的很难说清楚. haiz......

well, out of so many negative happenings, to be optimistic, i wld say if u do not mit A, den u wld not have met B. Right person @ the right timing is v impt! efforts to make things happen is equally essential. we may not reap wat we sow in relationships but if no efforts r being made, it is doom to fail from the start? is that correct?

say is always easier than done! hahaha! alot of ppl always ask me tis question, or rather rebuke me wif tis question, 'y do u always trust ppl so easily? do u really have no doubts abt it?" last nite i was reminded of tis question. hmmm maybe sometimes i really v silly & tis flaw of mine land me in big trouble also. but i just like to believe the good side of ppl? maybe for ppl whom i'm not close wif or juz aquaintance, i will just listen & hmm yes along wif it, even if u lie to me i also dun really care, coz we not close also. listen fr 1 ear den cum out fr another ear lor! after tis miting, i may not see u again! since u wan to say tis, i juz play my part & let u feel good abt it lor! i believe or not also not impt to u, u juz wan a listening ear. if u will feel guilty, then tat is good, maybe u used to sayin lies to ppl, nxt time probably u will tink b4 u speak again. well, i'm not sure. thr r some ppl who juz like to say lies to ppl.

only close frens or ppl i care abt will affect me deeply if they tell me lies coz i usually wun doubt them! maybe sometimes i have a doubt nibbling deep in my heart but i usually will not voice it out. if there really is evidence of that person speakin lies, i may not expose the lies on the spot, but i will feel disappointed wif the person & distance my relationship wif him/her. tink i'm quite a passive person, i wun shout or scold, 'y u lie, y u lidat', yep, i know tis is my flaw but....i'm such a person! tat's y frens always say i'm on the losing side. if someone made me angry, i will also wun scold but i will not tok to tat person & put up a long face. if i'm sad, i wun listen to phone calls also, i wun reject ur call but i wun pick up. if u really know me well, i guess u will have notice all tis habits of mine.....