Life as usuAL full of conFlictin thoTs

humans are so strange, wonder how our brains & minds wrks, logic & emotions fighting to win! i believe our minds have many compartments! those who r the focused & steady type, their distractions r kept in one compartment being locked up tight. those who r the happy go lucky one, they will also locked their frustrations & worries in one compartment. those who r v moody like me, the compartments r v messy, wif no keys, & like wat u see in the ghost movie, the drawers open & shut on its own! the whole mind is blurry coz too many things already! haha!

then in one dark secret compartment will hide all our devilish thots, u know human nature like the greed, jealousy, selfishness, evil thots, this compartment is locked up with a double lock to prevent them fr influencing the other parts of the mind! y ppl do bad things, i tink is coz tis compartment got a spoilt lock, letting the bad thots out & overwhelm the whole mind!

then we also have a small compartment which is in a conspicuous position. it is full of good thots like bravery, selfless, humility, kindness, filial piety, sympathy. this compartment is not locked but it always get distracted easily. i tink all people like to do good things & think positive but their mind gt distracted by temptations & other circumstancial factors.

then we have another compartment namely the operations, our daily thots on schedule, deadlines etc......this is the rationale side of us, all our logical thinking!

haha, alot of babbling! okies, all my nonsense over!

going for haircut later! i tink too long nv go for holidays, life's abit boring, haha! hope i can religiously save money regularly & go for a trip nxt year! yeahz, i have to aim for a trip nxt year! tis yr is full of uncertainties, i dunno whr i'll be in a few mths time, haha! but life still goes on, isn't it? have to learn to look forward! easier say than done, haha!