mY fanTasY wOrLd

rainiNg

2009-09-01T13:27:00.002+08:00

nice weather to slp! raining heavily! just had lunch, ate sardine sandwich, though its just sandwich but i'm quite full already.......zzz......

been watching dvds whenever i'm at home nowadays.......tonite wan to catch the last episode of this hkg drama, 与敌同行 before i start my 牛郎织女, haha, my papa nagging me to start tis show already........my mama prefers hkg show and my papa prefers those fighting shows.

ah tonite still got class, but tink have to go coz got revised edition for my course materials.....hmm hmm......

slpy slpy...........

hecTic Life

2009-08-24T13:45:00.002+08:00

hectic hectic lifestyle!

i think i'm having quite a hectic lifestyle nowadays! go home late, sleep late, stay late over the wkends, eat dinner late late, maximising time.

tired tired! i have a goal to work towards to! i want to go for holidays next year! already 'ren' for 2 years without going anywhere and been slogging hard tis year, so want to reward myself!!! hee!

i told xp den we start to fantasize our holiday trip! we shortlist 2 places lahz, have to see by then how much budget we have. If we going to Korea, we need at least $2k. If we going to Tokyo/Osaka, i think we need at least $3k. so see, minimum amount lehz, but i wan to buy things so definitely need more than that! hee.....so see muz save alot! & still got to count in my school fees, **sweat**

jia you jia you!

still have not found any jobs i like yet......tink job mrkt will be better next year, tis year still quite stagnant....we'll see how bahz........end of oct? end of year? or after chinese new year? i got 3 timings......

been watching quite a few dramas lately, hee.......dunno tonite got time anot, meeting again den got to finish up my assignment & submit. Oh ya, the assignment super difficult lehz........dunno how to write. Analyse & analyse the difference in eng & chn, i analyse till wan to tear up the book already.

holidays holidays!!!!!

sAd

2009-08-14T18:23:00.000+08:00

feelin pretty sad today, hope to go home earlier!

wan to shut off my brains & rest well!

maybe the last few episodes of the show can make me laugh, now my mouth is a curve shape....:(

endurance, tolerance, perseverance

2009-08-13T15:28:00.002+08:00

currently trying to build up my endurance, tolerance and perseverance, haha!

frankly speaking, now i really feel like i'm in the mist, dunno which direction to head to. it makes me v bek chek......

wat shld i do? stand thr waiting for the mist to go away by itself? choose any directions & just charge ahead?

sTressed, heAdache

2009-08-06T13:59:00.002+08:00

ah so stressed over work, the job which i applied also kena rejected, haiz........

when can i be freed?? abit headache, tink not enuff slp, feel super slpy now.........

thurs liaoz, sat still got party in the nite, how i wish i can slp at home! zzz.......

what should i do lehz? hmm hmm, dilemna.................hiaks

sIanz......

2009-07-29T11:17:00.000+08:00

Just got a nagging fr my boss......sianz.....now got no mood to do my work.....

sometimes dunno wat kinda job i'm suitable to do, but for sure, i wan to change! i wan a new kind of work, a new environment, a new location, everything new! & also 5 days work week! arghz....

lately slpt late & kip overslpt also! been watchin gem of life tis past few days, at 47 episodes already! actually still not bad lahz, just too long only!

waiting & waiting, hope good news come soon!

new hope!

2009-07-04T12:56:00.002+08:00

yest received a surprising news, well tat spells a new hope for me! hee!

going to get myself prepared this 2 days, luckily i already borrowed some relevant books fr my sch library so i can read thru and hopefully makes my brain more in tuned in translating, haha!

at the same time, wan to laze and continued to watch my 郑和下西洋. Need some patience in watching because it is quite long, i think around 60 episodes? at 1st glance, it seems like a boring show but actually it takes one to understand lehz, because all the dialogues in the show are chinese proverbs, there are at least 2 or 3 proverbs in just one sentence. Then they used a lot of proverbs to hint to the other party so i muz tink & digest what they are trying to convey, haha! can help to improve my chinese lahz! the story is pretty interesting, quite historical yet meaningful! It is about the ming dynasty, how the sons fought to be in power and how the new empire flourished, especially in opening up the sea trade! alot of war tactics and 话中有话. they criticised people by beating around the bush, haha! the way the royal court works, i think is also similar to wat we faced at work. haha! juz like the emperor says i only want the results, how u get it, it is none of my business. i wan, means i wan, there is no such word as 'no'. And alot of things, even though the decision u made seems to be the silliest in the history and outsiders cannot understand but they will, eventually along the way, so sometimes u explain too much also no use. 时间会证明一切.

i tink its thanks to this ming emperor that our world is enjoying global trade as well, because he let zheng he opened up many sea routes and trade around the world. wow, it is an enlightening show lahz, in fact! it helped me to understand alot of things, hee!

wan to slp! -_-

late nights

2009-06-13T09:46:00.002+08:00

been slping late this past week, coz have to check office emails at home in the night!

arghz............so sianz.........i know i know, i've been sayin this for the past mth or so but really manz........its so sianz over here! yest looked through the jobs website but i also only found 1 which i think i can apply, hopefully will have news bahz......later today go & see if newspapers have any suitable vacancies anot, dunno how long i can take it.......arghz.................

todae tink will work late again, 5.5 days already bad, 6 days work week even worse.........have to think of ways to get out of here!!! otherwise, my frens may not be able to recognise me the nxt time when they see me, haha!

ah my stupid nose, kip sneezing, weather so hot still sneeze!

hope the economy picks up quickly also, coz the jobs posted in the web seems sucky, haha!

so fAst juN alreAdy~

2009-06-02T10:00:00.002+08:00

today already 2 jun, so fast!

mama flying tonite! initially i thot is last night coz she didn't write any message for me if she's cooking yest! hope she enjoy her trip!

i also wan to go for holidays! haha!

feel so lethargic, wonder y? i feel so lazy.......

tat time say wan to watch the conspiracy but till then haven watch, nowadays like not much movies hor, so strange, its the school holidays now lehz, shld have alot of new movies!

anyway, i'm trying to get myself look forward to smthin so tat i wun feel so boring!

hmm hmm, wat shld i look forward to?

mId week onLy.........

2009-05-27T11:05:00.002+08:00

arghz, today is only wednesday.............

no mood to work, haha! hope wkends come faster!

just started reading the host, the story quite draggy, alot of descriptions, hopefully it will get more exciting towards the middle........heard tat supposed to be not bad lehz........

i need to be motivated!!! staY focused on worK!

jia You!

mY Life, mY DesTiny

2009-05-23T13:05:00.002+08:00

1pm already, feel like going home!

ah, last nite when i slpt, i kept seeing that interviewer's face in my mind, dunno y she look sort of intimidating, haha! somehow, i always dun like hr ppl, not sure why, maybe i feel tat the way they potray themselves seems irritating to me, haha, for those high level ones lahz...........

anyway, the question she posed to me seems so faraway, how'll i know wat will happen in more than 7 years dwn the road, esp marriage! i dun even have a bf, how on earth wld i go & think so much! haha! feel so lazy, i wonder if my life is destined to be laboured hard for money, haha! they also told me their organization is v different fr the rest. Usually have to work late, may not be able to go to sch on time due to urgent work, blah blah..........everything she says sounds familiar to my current situation now, haha! so i'm having mixed feelings about it! the prospects sounds interesting to me but not sure if i can manage because i'm also quite a dependent person, always depend on ppl to help me, cook for me, blah blah, an independent life sounds challenging yet exciting becos i yearn to live in another country's world & immersed in their culture. yet i also valued my family life, between work and family, i would love to choose family but sometimes reality does not allow us to do so. yet if i missed tis chance, then when will another opportunity knock on my door? i kip thinking if its not tis, then wat is suitable for me? v sadly, i cannot find an ans!

i tink i have tis fear in my mind which always makes me tink twice whether the decision i made is suitable for me anot, for i fear i may regret..............life is too short to have so many regrets.........my biggest regret in my life till now is the $ invested to tis w, small regrets in my life are giving up of piano and drawing.........frankly speaking, i'm a coward person....just like when i'm small, i always try to listen to wat the elderly says..........for i worried if i dun listen & be notti, i'll get scolded. as a child, of course i tried to be notti, and ended up being caned by papa....hee.....so after that, i becum obedient again........for tat's how it shaped up my life? i'm always polite, obedient, respectful to everyone, wun quarrel, wun anyhow throw my temper but most of the time, full of smile........even if i dislike someone, i'll also be polite to them, just dun tok so much to them! maybe tat's y some frens will feel i'm abit jia jia, haha! actually i also prefer to be a v straight person but i juz cannot, haha!

feel so sianz............grr grr.......

何时才能脱离苦海呢?

2009-05-19T14:36:00.002+08:00

when can i be freed from staying here?

haha! so pathetic huh, been super tiring these 2 weeks especially mentally! heart is beating fast constantly coz must rush tis & tat, making everything works like a magician!

arghz........we r both complaining..........

really hope can have some good news soon!

**crossed fingers**

i wan to be freed! haha! my papa remind me to buy toto for nxt friday 5 million jackpot, haha!

so sianz! ~_-

own desTiny

2009-05-08T19:16:00.002+08:00

juz now a fren told me about her fortune telling experience.....

been thinking over what the fortune-teller told her, most of the time, i tink its better not to check out own destiny as it will make us worry if it is not something good. the way she said made me sympathise wif her also.........haiz..........i also dunno how to console her!

although i'm also curious about my own destiny, i think its better for me not to go seeking out the truth! i'm quite a worrier & scarli my life is worse than her, hahaha! so y go & tink so much, but of course it helps if u r in a dilemna as to which decision to take, perhaps can listen for advice.

so what if our life is shorter & will have alot of sickness, will have alot of unhappiness, i tink if its really pre-destined, there is not much we can do......sometimes i will also tink wat if my life ends at this age, or wat if my life is so bad tat got wat illness but this kind of thing is not within my control........i guess the more important thing is to make preparations for the unpredictable! then try to be happy! haha easier said than done hor........hmmm hmmmm..........well wish her good luck!

Triple S

2009-05-07T13:29:00.002+08:00

Mentioning Triple S, sounds like the SS501 Triple S hor but for me, it is STRESSED, SIANZ and SICK! arghz........i feel stressed wif my exams, work & boss. I feel sianz everyday. I'm sick of staying here! haiz.........how how? i think i need a break! i wan a break where i dun wan to think of anything, dun wan to hear any phone call, dun wan to know anything! ah.............................although i took leave now and then but its usually coz i nd to do stuff and not really to rest and take a break kind so feel really sick sia of the things i do!

wat should i do lehz................=(

kIm hYun jOong ~ SS501

2009-04-26T03:17:00.003+08:00

finally watched finished boys before flowers! nice nice! i always like the character of Rui / Ji Hoo, the 2nd lead character rather than the main lead! there are some dialogues in the show which i find it super romantic lor! whenever jan di is facing problems, he will juz appear at the right moment, hoping to help her extinguish the 'fire' coz he heard the emergency alarm in his mind or being her 'life guard'. the most admiring part is he stands by her with only the intention of making her smile & not to 'cheng xu er ru'! he'll encourage her to be brave & face the challenges in her relationship with gu jun pyo! then whenever anything bad happens, he'll give her a consoling hug & try to prevent her from having to face any awkward moments! in the last episode even when she is already with jun pyo, he also offers to repeat his medical year to accompany her since she still has not graduated yet! ah......so sweet!

i went to check out his profile den realised he knows so many musical instruments, so cool! most actors perhaps will juz fake playin but he in real life really plays piano & guitar! the leader of SS501, can speak & sings jap songs also, so talented! hehe........saw his mv, he also dances very well.....tink he looks thinner as compared to his older photos......he got a v femine look but i still tink he looks nice! juz too thin, hee! my new idol! by the way, SS501's songs are nice as well! the rest of the guys also looks pretty cute, hoho! 'Because i'm stupid' is such a nice song that really describes ji hoo's feelings for jan di, v touching song!

then i also think the lee min ho has the best rendition of gu jun pyo among the 3 versions! hee, they say china is also planning to shoot their own version, well hope it will be nice too & shall watch out for their casts! actually kim bum who acts as yi jung is also quite good looking. haha, so see, this kind of idol dramas, the cast is super impt because the storyline is there already, its the 'x' factor of the cast & how they going to act tat will determine the popularity of the show!

hmmm 3 plus ald, quite slpy now, slpin soon ald, wondering which drama should i watch?

drAma maraThon

2009-04-22T15:02:00.002+08:00

tink i broke my record today, slpt at 4.30am on a weekday!!!

i juz can't stop watching the show lor, quite addicted to it, hee......but luckily i'm able to wake up tis morning! still watching boys over flowers, now at the 10 episodes! i tink its nice, though thr r alot of changes, but i start to like ja di! she is so expressive & she looks real cute the more i see her. haha! then she got more scenes with ji hoo compared to the other versions, hee! dunno tonite got the energy to continue anot, quite sleepy already!

they have v nice ost, waiting for my aunt to pass me the cd, hoho!

been thinkin alot about my future this few days! also started lookin! hope will have good news soon! i wan a new fresh start! hee........

boYs over flOwers

2009-04-20T10:03:00.002+08:00

watched a few episodes of boys over flowers yesterday! this korean version is one that is most deviated from the original story! but still not bad, at least got some details being edited & new scenes here & there since i already know the story & had watched both taiwan & japanese version!

for characters wise, all the actors/actress have diffferent renditions. i think lee min ho plays the character more mature than matsumoto jun (his rendition is more funny & childish to be closer to the manga story). however, i feel lee min ho more handsome than him, hee, sorry to jun's fans. then for koo hye sun, she got many funny expressions, sometimes i tink its abit over. i still prefer inoue mao's rendition, she is simply beautiful & cute, haha! then for kim hyung joong, he also act quite ok with his pretty boy look but of course, i still prefer my idol, oguri shun, simply dazzling in the series. i have no comments for the rest of the characters, haha!

so far, at the 8th episode, for taiwan & japanese version, they have 2 parts so i wonder if the koreans bundled up in one series or will have a 2nd series. shall watch & see how it goes. although i like the series, i dun tink other countries will also produce their version already rite, coz the story line is more or less the same. watched too much, will lose the flavour if the scenes are about the same. but each version got their selling point lahz!

so busy for the past week! feel so tiring! haiz......

chAnges in worK procedure

2009-04-18T12:02:00.002+08:00

there are some changes in our work procedures. i'm not sure if it is good or bad but i'm sure it is more troublesome. humans in nature tend to shied away from changes unless it is something they are looking forward to! but i do hope it wun affect me too much as i will have to explain more in details to her on y tis is like that, that is lidat, abit of headache when i come to think of it.

well, let's see how it will goes but for now, i have to try to clear all my backlogs, its been thr for some time already, need to do alot of filing, recording in a more organised manner now!

dunno what time i can go back today.......yawnz....so sleepy, can't woke up tis morning, nxt fri is my last revision class! then i have to mug at home with all the books, slp & eat with them, juz far from burning them into a good grade potion to drink for exams. ya, den learn from hermonie to cast spell on the potion! haha, can't wait to see half blood in mid of tis year! hoho!

roTTen dAy

2009-04-17T17:42:00.002+08:00

today is a rotten day! :(

got a 2 snake head client who say bad things about me to a colleague & when i met him, say bad things about my colleague.

never mind whose the mistake, but abit angry that he distorted my words. I say have, he told my colleague that i say dun haf den blame me again. dunno his ears got problem or wat.

stupid fellow! :( later tonite after class still got to help him check smthin, arghz...

woMen's insTinctS or 6th seNse

2009-04-08T13:16:00.002+08:00

i'm sure many ladies would agree that they have some sort of instincts which prompt them to make certain decisions, or have a so called gut feeling of good or bad things that are going to happen! been thinkin y is that so, we are not psychics, but it is some hidden signal that will appear out of a sudden. It can happen when u r thinkin if you will mit tis person den there the person suddenly appears.

Or it can happens when u have to decide on choice A or B, with logically thinkin, the brain asks u to choose A but your mind on instinct asks u to choose B. In the end, we humans tryin to be rational, chooses A but it ends up not the results we want. i tink it works in a rather bizzare way. you know sometimes i'm trying to let my mind decide which choice to make but when i still cannot decide, i force my mind to pick one. in the end, it still does not have the results i want. however, when my mind decides in a moment of spur, it turns out to be a satisfactory outcome! i wonder y....

juz surfing my facebook & i realised quite alot of my seniors in my sec sch all got married with kids already, so fast lehz! my last memory of them was we were in school doing marching & yelling, den suddenly now they are with kids, ooh time flies so fast lehz........

temperamental moodS agAin

2009-04-06T10:32:00.001+08:00

i'm in a temperamental mood again, the kind which i dun feel happy~

hope it will be over fast; coz juz dun feel good with everything! everything seems wrong to me........

miserable, haiz........

buSy weeK ~ hiTch a ridE!

2009-04-04T01:30:00.003+08:00

still feelin v full, well indeed i ate alot; i had a super heavy breakfast, lunch & just now dinner! haha! super full! waiting for my food to digest awhile so i can slp! tis past week been quite busy, hope our efforts will bring us some good results! *cross fingers*

went for my class earlier on & met an interesting guy on our way to the bus-stop! b, c & me were walking the super long route to the bus stop from our blk when suddenly a car stopped by & the guy popped a question, "want to take a ride"? 3 of us were quite stunned, hesitated for awhile b4 gettin into his car. hmmm he is a stranger to us but since 3 of us tog, so we guess no harm hitchin a ride! think he is quite an interesting person; he asked us where we stayed, when my classmates din ans, i told him amk den he think for awhile & mumbled, "hmm north side? dun tink so, quite far, oh i lived in the east side". it is like he is seriously tinking of sending us home though i thot it is juz a casual question asked while we were inside his car. haha, quite an interesting person, even some of our classmates who had a car wun offered us to drive us to the bus-stop so we were quite impressed by his helpful gesture! but i guess if we were alone & he happened to ask us, we wun dare to hitch his ride!

tis incident makes me think humans mindset are quite strange, really! if someone is kind-hearted enough to offer his help even though you are a stranger to him, we are the ones who will think alot, does he have any intentions in helpin us? but if your fren offers something sounds very good, sometimes you will just believe him without any doubts, but in the end, they are the ones who really have bad motives! such an irony? i know both r based on different circumstances but juz makes me wonder why they are so different! but anyway, really thanks him for his kind gesture, hope there are more people like him in tis world, so hard to come by nowadays!

ah today's lessons is another confusing section, i'm more & more confusing, wondering how should i study? i thot learning advanced eng grammar is confusing enough but tis chinese grammar is even the more confusing. its like we need to learn the chinese version of verbs, nouns, adverbs, pronoun etc...chinese & eng grammar is very different, eng got past tense, present tense etc but chinese is different so we have to learn to dissect the sentence, like "我们打篮球", "我们" is "主语", "打" is 谓语", "篮球" is "宾语". "主语" (subject) usually noun, "谓语" can be verbs, adjectives, etc etc, then we have to further dissect which kind of noun or verb do they belong to & to think tis is v short sentence still easier to identify, but the complication comes in when the sentences is longer, den you will have the chinese preposition, adverbs, conjunctions etc coming in. oh i tink i wan to faint already........you see our pri & sec schools never teach us all these, when we learnt, we always know the structure of the sentence to be like tis, ta, ta! done, we never go into details of why it must be like this! at least for english, we learnt abit in sch but when it comes to my class here, it is more chim. English grammar here still nd us to form sentence, subject + adjectives + verb + post modifier etc.......we sort of work backwards.

oh 2am already, start to feel slpy! lotsa do this wkends! have to work hard & study hard, i muz learn to balance both! no pain no gain, must learn to make sacrifices! focus on my goals! zzz..........

eNvy eNvy

2009-03-28T12:44:00.002+08:00

heard that one of my ex-classmate going to US soon with her hubby in this june & gonna stay thr for 2 yrs! oh so nice! she dun nd to wrk there but will also get SGD 1000 allowance fr her hubby's co! oh oh when can i have such a chance? haha!

flats flats flats! now when i chat wif my frens, this topic will definitely cum up! haha, den all choosing punggol which is not tat surprising also, i guess nxt time my frens will all live in punggol, haha! well wat choice do we have? the new flats all scattered in punggol or sengkang. Luckily my house not v far fr them, so still can go visit them, haha!

haiz, time flies so fast! in a few yrs time, i guess i will receive more 'red bombs', haha! can start to save up ald, haha!

okies, going to watch movie later! den going home to complete my assignment! i muz wrk hard!!! jia you jia you! i muz be focused on wat i wan!!!

bLocked noSe

2009-03-17T14:05:00.002+08:00

ah feelin terrible!!! my nose is so blocked that i feel difficulty in breathin! have to breathe in v hard for the air to go in......haiz........

i haven solve the problem in my wrk yet!!! y am i so short of luck? asked so many factories already, its either dun haf tis & dun haf tat or cannot tis & cannot tat, den how to process my order??? sianz, if not for haven settle tis order, i wld have taken an mc & rest at home sia.........so headache of this problem! drag so long already, if still haven settle, it will affect the delivery date!

arghz......frustratin!

sneeze sneeze ~ grumpY mumpY dAy

2009-03-13T13:43:00.002+08:00

been sneezin tis past days, then now morphed into blocked nose with a slight sore throat!

so feelin irritatin todae, esp there is some prob wif a project!

small small things tick me off like a bomb timer, luckily no one is hurt, coz no one in the ofc but myself, so i can only scold & talk to myself!

then tink my left eye abit strange tis few days also, have the watering feelin but i juz used my contacts for about a week only? right eye is okies though, maybe tml den go see the optician to chk izzit dirty anot, coz last 2 days out & todae got class, haven't got the time to go to my regular optician shop!

last nite, attended the talk about common law by a lawyer, quite interesting! although a bit boring for the history, but when he relates to our everyday lives, he caught our attention & we had a good laugh along the way! last time poly also got study biz law but i dunno abt equity law, so yest got a brief understanding on the equity law, overall quite informative, but it seems tough to understand law terms, so i think it is quite a challenge to study the translation in legal documents nxt yr. haha, he also say he look thru our papers & found tat some questions r really quite difficult so i guess we only haf to jia you!

heard tat thr is a beijing trip in jun to the foreign language uni, like a field trip for a week, yearn to go but $1.5k lehz, no $ :(

hope nxt yr also have den i can get to go & explore schs over thr, the culture surely v different, quite look forward! the visit to sch only 3 days, so the rest of the days is own time own target? think if i go thr, i wan to go visit the palace, quite interested in the lives of the kings, esp kangxi! he is the longest reign emperor of 60 over yrs, & i think he is a good emperor based on wat i read up. i tink jun will be a v hot weather over thr also. haha aiyah tok so much also no use, haiz.....

Life as usuAL full of conFlictin thoTs

2009-03-04T14:51:00.002+08:00

humans are so strange, wonder how our brains & minds wrks, logic & emotions fighting to win! i believe our minds have many compartments! those who r the focused & steady type, their distractions r kept in one compartment being locked up tight. those who r the happy go lucky one, they will also locked their frustrations & worries in one compartment. those who r v moody like me, the compartments r v messy, wif no keys, & like wat u see in the ghost movie, the drawers open & shut on its own! the whole mind is blurry coz too many things already! haha!

then in one dark secret compartment will hide all our devilish thots, u know human nature like the greed, jealousy, selfishness, evil thots, this compartment is locked up with a double lock to prevent them fr influencing the other parts of the mind! y ppl do bad things, i tink is coz tis compartment got a spoilt lock, letting the bad thots out & overwhelm the whole mind!

then we also have a small compartment which is in a conspicuous position. it is full of good thots like bravery, selfless, humility, kindness, filial piety, sympathy. this compartment is not locked but it always get distracted easily. i tink all people like to do good things & think positive but their mind gt distracted by temptations & other circumstancial factors.

then we have another compartment namely the operations, our daily thots on schedule, deadlines etc......this is the rationale side of us, all our logical thinking!

haha, alot of babbling! okies, all my nonsense over!

going for haircut later! i tink too long nv go for holidays, life's abit boring, haha! hope i can religiously save money regularly & go for a trip nxt year! yeahz, i have to aim for a trip nxt year! tis yr is full of uncertainties, i dunno whr i'll be in a few mths time, haha! but life still goes on, isn't it? have to learn to look forward! easier say than done, haha!

moNey moNey ~

2009-03-03T11:54:00.002+08:00

haiz..........things are bad........v sianz......hope able to pull thru tis economic crisis! or else v jia lat...........money money, where to find you lehz?

**pray hard hard***

Gathering at Tavolo

2009-02-27T11:48:00.002+08:00

Dined at Tavolo last nite! but it was a long journey to the restaurant, partly becos we are the so-called road idiots, haha! when we reached lau par sat, we walked one round to find the satay club, then when we crossed the road to boon tat street, we turned the wrong way. Instead of going straight, we followed the shops at robinson centre & walked all the way to the SGX. so we had to trace back our steps & asked a kind uncle at satay stall, where on earth is 5 boon tat st? then we followed his directions & walked into a isolated street wif all the shops already closed for the day. Still wonderin if we r right in our directions, we finally saw a banner sign that says 'Tavolo'. Phew!

Well, the food is not bad, quite nice! we ordered the hokkaido scallops, linguine for me & ps, den penne arabiatta for jh! (pardon if i got wrong spellin, haha) When the waiter served us a plate wif a small raw salmon in the centre of the plate, we had a fleeting moment wonderin if they served us wrongly. haha! actually that is like a starter before our appetiser comes. oh btw, the salmon is real fresh & good to eat tog wif the small pcs of veg!

But out of a sudden, we were conscious of our dining etiquette as well, haha, thinkin using which fork to eat! you see, as ps says, we are not the demure type when it comes to dining, haha! i dun even know how to twist & turn my linguine as well, i jus like to eat the same way i always eat chinese mee gia, haha! but since we got alot of time, i tried practising the correct manner, haha! hmmm as they says, its abit cheesy, but i still can finished mostly since the smell is quite okies for me. becos i'm v scared of cream sauce pasta or too cheessy food, its a turn off smell for me! but i was having spicy tomato sauce so its nice!

oh yaz, forgot to mention the scallops, i seldom take raw food so the smell is abit strong to me. however, overall, desserts is fine, service is v good (waiters v attentive, chef flexibility wif our food), ambience is also good. i tink it will be best to go hungrygowhere to find out more or their restaurant website! to me, its worth tryin out the food thr, i tink they changed their menus once in a while? so nxt time, probably will invite other frens thr for gathering! hee.....tis time round, i'm able to reach thr faster! hoho!

we had alot of fun catchin up! laugh & laugh, updated one another on our lives, our plans, our schdays & alot more! hope we can mit up soon! jh is the nxt to decide the venue! i tink its fun to go tryin nice food whenever we mit up! like a food adventure! oh suddenly, i quite miz the food at embers! haha!

FooD

2009-02-25T16:04:00.003+08:00

ah last nite went to eat made-yourself-popiah! haha, quite interesting actually, maybe i abit mountain tortise but i haven try making popiah myself & eat! my colleague say outside got sell such concept as well, juz tat the ingredients may not be as sumptous as what we had over here.

They actually prepared 2 trays of seasonings & another round tray of ingredients. the seasonings include the sweet sauce, grinded chilli, grinded chilli padi, fried stripes of ginger, chopped garlic, grinded salted fish, onion shallots, chopped spring onion, grinded peanuts & 1 or 2 i forgot wat else. As for the ingredients, they got lettuce, bean sprouts, another kind of dunno wat veg, the brown cooked veg, prawns, meat taken from crabs (i helped to peel the meat from the crab). Then they steamed the popiah skin so tat it is steamy hot when you wrapped popiah. at 1st try, i wrapped so big until v ugly & difficult to eat, haha! then i became smarter & wrapped a slightly smaller one. After 2 popiahs, we are already v v full. but they prepared so many popiah skins so i had another small popiah again! u know before tat, i ald drank a big glass of fruit juice & water cress soup ald, so my stomach is full of water. the popiah mainly is veg so again the water made my stomach v bloated, haha!

tink nxt time if our family got any big gatherings, maybe i can suggest popiah making, its quite fun & healthy, hehe! but alot of preparation work to do lehz! even my colleague who nv eat popiah one also found it not bad. haha!

Yeahz, tml going to tavolo to eat wif ps & jh! i looked thru the hungry go where website & found this restaurant wif abt 7 reviews, well not alot, but every review praised tis restaurant until u have to try tat kind of thing. haha! when i called up to reserve the seats, the lady who ans the phone is super friendly. she asked if it is any special occasion, i think if its bday or wat, they can help to arrange. then i asked if it is near any mrt, she then explained 3 diff routes to her restaurant, v patient! she even offered to fetch us if we lose our way, provided restaurant not v busy at tat time lahz but i'm quite happy to hear that. according to the reviews, they r v good in their service & certain dishes! their service mainly not becos of the meticulous waitresses but the flexibility of the chef? well i'm not v sure but i'm going to try it tml & judge for myself! haha! if its really tat good, den will ask other frens thr for gathering bt its not tat cheap lahz, coz of the food they served.

Think i also wan to try absolute haven some day, hmm they got alot of reviews but some good, some bad, again its up to individual so i also wan to go see for myself! haha! i tink tis kind of food can only eat once a mth otherwise sure broke!

okies, shall update again my comments on the food again!

"lucky" day manz

2009-02-19T14:36:00.002+08:00

dunno wat's wrong today! when i was replacing the blue ink cartridge for the photocopier, i spilled the blue powder all over the floor & myself, making my white pants into blue pants. When someone saw it, he asked how cum my pants becum blue colour? haha! aiyo, i had a hard time cleaning up, still got a stain on the carpet floor! sianz, stupid cartridge! luckily i got extra pants & shoes in the ofc so i changed discreetly, haha! or else how to go to toilet? the toilet is not like next to our door! now i feel like showering, i tink there is some residue on myself also coz when i wiped my nose earlier, also got abit of blueish residue, arghz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yyy??? now no mood to wrk, haha! i wan to go home!!!!

V-Day todAy

2009-02-14T12:39:00.002+08:00

today is 14th Feb, Valentine's Day! May all the couples have a sweet & romantic day with their loved ones!

hmmm how do i spend tis v-day? well, its quite boring but i planned to nap at home, maybe do some homewrk, read some books or watch some dramas! hope to go for movie too but xp can only cfm later in the afternoon! tml den catch up wif wy & xp during dinner!

so fast now is mid mth & 2 weeks later will be March! Mar then Apr then May then v soon, its mid yr! oh but i haven achieve much yet lehz......sometimes abit scary to tink the time really flies!

now the economy is soo bad, made ppl worries manz! lots of retrenchment & pay cuts going on! how are those retrenched ppl going to survive in the long term of recession? jobs r harder to find as well. i saw the newspapers quoting a middle aged construction enginneer who had just gotten a cert in maritime enginneering by attending a 3 mths course? even though he got the cert, its also difficult to join into the maritime industry as his '3 mths' knowledge or experience is competing wif candidates who r experienced in tis line! sad huhz.....so competitive nowadays! but i guess the most badly hit are those low income families, who have to depend on their sole breadwinner for their livings. haiz.....really hope this recession will be over soon but alot of reports anticipated it will last till next yr or even worse, a few yrs? well, shall kip fingers crossed!

so hungry, going for lunch lunch!

such a coincidence!

2009-02-11T14:41:00.002+08:00

yest v qiao lehz! when i came out fr the ticket gate, i saw the transitlink ofc v empty, only 1 or 2 persons queueing up. Therefore, i took the chance to queue up in xchange for the new ez-link card. however, by the time i reached thr, 2 mre ladies joined in the queue. then there was this particular lady who took v long at the counter filling up some appln forms. So i was scolding her in my mind for taking so long. as i was nearer to the counter, i saw her side view & the way she was writing, it seems familiar. then tink tink, ooh its her, my sec sch classmate! i called her tentatively, in case i recog the wrong person. haha, woohoo, so i'm right! so long nv see her ald, tink 4 or 5 yrs coz she went overseas for her degree. hahaha! we same poly also but diff course den in sec sch, i sat behind her for eng class. tat's y i recog her posture in writing. hahaha!

tink tis morning i also saw my ex-tuition teacher but i was rushing so din really called out to her. i tink she saw me2. but u see, we nv talk for so long ald, so abit strange esp we r rushin for wrk in the morning. not much to say also. haha! tis ex-tuition teacher of mine is a smart & pretty lady! quite like her coz she seems so good in watever she does! can study v well, can do sports also, pretty also, close to her family, got a good job also! haha, sometimes thr r juz ppl who seems so 'perfect'. i mean on the surface it seems perfect to me. haha! i tink tis is the so-called 'foo qi'? some ppl lives r born to be good & some ppl lives r born to be hard, like those african children, so poor thing. whole family not enuff food to eat, so thin till can see their bones ald........

but i also agree that humans r greedy. if we ald have tis, we will want even more! tis is the nature & the flaw as well. haha! oh i'm so slpy, wan to slp early but cannot finish my assignment. hope wkends quickly cum! sat is v-day, i tink alot of couples will be out on the st, haha! i'm going to rest at home & pore over my books. i miz my sun class twice ald! muz quickly catch up or else waste my $ manz! see, i haven watch underworld yet lehz, no time! hope wkends can catch it! time is really flyin manz, by end of tis mth, my grammar module will be over & have to start the chinese linguistics module! hmm hmm luckily the wrkload not as heavy as last sem, its juz nice! but nxt sem will be more shiong, coz wil have 2 wkday classes den i can finish my 1st yr. well, still have mths to go! muz save save save, i sort of tink thru my resolution ald, did i mention tat? basically its nuthin special or new, juz to be a better person & improve watever tat nds to be improved, like amt of savings, grades, etc & be healthy! i wan to be healthy! hmmm then also my mr right! haha! hope will be able to mit him soon! lolx....

yeahz, i tink tat's abt all! hoho! oops its so quiet, i can only hear the ticking of the clock..........hmmm feel like floatin in the air, haha, like hypnotising me to slp................oops..............

1 mre dAy to mY bdAy

2009-02-06T10:18:00.002+08:00

todae dun feel good, haiz.......

hope tomorrow the situation will improve!

**keeps fingers crossed - visit to doc next week**

CNY holidAys oVer!!!

2009-02-03T14:48:00.003+08:00

how time flies! my 1 week of cny holidays is over! i had a great holiday! had lotsa fun, slp, entertainment, gathering wif frens & relatives. On the whole, really great! not enuff holidays for me, lolx....

watched alot of shows, played alot of mahjong, eat alot, slp alot, club, ktv, all done! hee, shiok!

now got to wait till april for the good friday holiday already!

tis sat is my birthday! so fast going to be 25 yrs old! wat is my bday wish lehz? got alot of wishes! hmm hmm initially miting wy & xp but wy got essay to rush so we postpone to 15th feb instead! tis sat probably going to watch underworld, haha! also nd to rush for my assignments, the grammar is driving me crazy manz........hiaks........arghz........

my nose is getting better now, :) now using this gsk nose spray given by the doc, phelgm & muscus lesser now! but if i dun use for a day, it will cum back again. nxt week going to see the doc again, last week spent $107 for medical fees, so shiong, doc still got give me $8 discount, haha! if not, shld be $115. scared next week it will be even more exp, coz nd to do scoping & purchase a bigger bottle of nose spray. haiz........money money, so broke........

oh tis fri got the $10m toto, we sharing quite a hefty sum, haha! all dreaming of the prize $ already, haha! may the lady luck bless us, hee!

okies, going to open mailbox already! tata~

HappY new YeAr 2009

2009-01-23T11:19:00.002+08:00

how time flies! today is 23rd jan! 3 more days to CNY! hoho!

3 MORE DAYS!!! :)

cHange of pLans agAin

2009-01-21T10:59:00.003+08:00

arghz, sianz..........juz heard that plans for 30th changed again.....got to go wrk early & leave around noon to help out the buffet party at her house.....:(

dun really like to attend tis sort of parties, or help out as well, haha! so v sianz......but got class on tat day so will try to sneak off around 6pm or so........hope they wun ask me to go back after class though coz their party usually ends in early morning 5 or 6am.......den sat morning i also got class!

arghz arghz......

4 more dAys to gO!

2009-01-19T14:28:00.002+08:00

hoho! 4 more days to go to my long cny wkends! yeahz!

yest went to exercise, too long nv exercise, i played squash for v short while, maybe half hr? i began to feel tired, aiyo, v lousy manz! my skills still v lousy, coz after our turn, 2 ang moh came to our court to play, wow they played so well! hmmp, dunno how long they takes to practise, i have yet to have tat 'thump thump' sound, so sad! tink i muz include improvements to my squash as one of my resolution for 2009, haha! i have a rough idea for my resolution ald, juz tat yet to put my thots onto the paper.

sianz, fri got class ald! hope it will be an interesting class or else i'm sure to fall aslp, haha! so far, my chinese classes still not bad, hope tis eng class is nice as well!

yest i saw a cow & its calf loaded onto a lorry & being driven off, v cute leh the cow cow! initially i din realised there were cows on the lorry, but i heard some kids yelling, 'bye bye cow cow', den i turned my head to see wat's going on, indeed the cows were being driven away! guess its the ox year so the cow cow r here to give some performance? hehe, anyhow guess!

slpy slpy, a few more hrs b4 going home........zzz......

The World that they Live in

2009-01-13T11:10:00.002+08:00

has been watching this korean drama recently, 'the world that they live in'! its about the tv stations; how the director produce the show & their relationship with one another! its still not bad! the writer & director always got conflicts abt the cast & the handling of the characters, actresses with director also always got conflicts abt their schedule, directors wif the tv manager also got conflicts over the workload & the ratings!

i think from the way they work, its looks fun & shitty at the same time. the assistant director, min hee got to wear diaper whenever she is working becos there is no time or suitable place for her to urine or pass off bowels. they can only slp 2-3 hrs a day during shooting & got yell at whole day long! To have a picturesque of flower field, they got to plant flowers over 50,000 sqft of the field by themselves. it provides an insight to their drama world, so its pretty interesting! i quite like the lead actor/actress as well, hyun bin & song hae gyo! haha, quite a cute couple! some how reminds me abit of literature coz they have to kip analysing the characters. For example, got 1 scene - this ger was siting at the back of the person she likes on a horse, trying to escape from the villians, & she got shoot by the arrow. the director in charge is demanding wif helper director y this ger sat at the back of the guy as the guy was supposed to protect the ger, in a situation of being a hero, who would want a ger to sit behind him & faced the danger? although the script is written in this way, director should present a so-called reasonable image.

there are also relationships problems with the various characters, now i'm at the 10 episodes, 6 more episodes to go! i still want to watch other shows like on air & innocent love! dunno got time anot, haha! sch re-opening soon! i must treasure my remaining holidays! sianz lehz, our co supposed intend to re-open on the 31st, now changing to 30th den in the nite, still got class, 31st also got class den still got to help prepare the party.........arghz......

i sort of arranged my cny itinerary ald, whahaha! but can only cfm next week! exciting! lalalala...

$$$

2009-01-06T17:59:00.002+08:00

$$$, i wan $$$............

haha! alot of things to buy, not enuff $, haha! tink dec & jan is spending mths! going to buy my books later, total ard $160 already.....then replenished my skincare stuff last mth, also $230......i haven buy finish my cny clothes yet!!!!!! so far, i only got a top & heel sandals! got a good buy, both $20+ only! hehe, but dun haf any idea wat kind of clothes i wan to buy! tat's the thing! you see, i tend to read some fashion magazines see how they match those clothes, any new stuff anot etc, but i think for jan issue, nothin much lehz...........

din see anything i like, but maybe going to buy a white shirt wif some designs on it! as for bottoms, i think i wan to get a grey jeans! hmmm still thinkin thinkin, i like to have some sort of ideas in mind when going shopping den easier to get my stuff! of course, thr r times when i juz walk past & if i saw smthin i like den will buy! desperately nd to get shoes! as many pairs as possible, to stock up, whahaha! in case spoils again, i have smthin to wear! my shoes' life span is v short one, haha! fr 1 mth to 3mths!

oh i went to watch journey to the centre of the earth 3D last week! not bad lahz, actually not much story but i like the 3D effects! if only they can make our chairs move & more special effects tat we can feel, it will be great! too bad, they only have visual 3D. but i feel that if its a normal plain movie, it is not soo nice ald.........

hmm hmm i haven cum up wif my new year resolution yet lehz.......dunno wat shld i aim for 2009........save mre $, yesh, but how much? learn a new skill, yesh, but wat skills? get better grades & wat kind of good & realistic grades i can achieve? wat else? see, i got stuck at this area! hmm hmm..............

holidAy seAsons

2008-12-27T14:15:00.002+08:00

dec & jan is full of holidays! yeahz! xmas juz passed & now awaiting for new year 2009!

went to watch bedtime stories last wed, quite hilarious, i laugh quite loud, according to xp! haha, she say fr start till end of show can hear my laughin! oops, i guess i'm not the only one, thr r also some ppl laugh v loud! haha! tat show is quite entertaining, have not been watchin comedy for some time! i usually watch thrillers! now want to watch ponyo! thr is also this 3D movie for journey to the centre of the earth, but more exp $13 due to the special effects! wondering should i watch nxt week! hmm hmm.......

basically quite broke now, haha! everybody get their pay ald, i'm still waiting........waiting till legs wobbly ald, haha!

going to ktv & bowling later wif my cousins! long time nv go ktv, ktv also usually at my boss's house, haha! tink will be nice to mix wif long time nv mit & tok cousins. haiks, tml got test but haven really study, v lazy nowadays, i miz my class last sun also!

oh going to help my papa adv the bak kwa soon, who wan to buy bak kwa???? biz been poor last year.........haiz.........still not sure wan to buy pineapple tarts anot........hmm hmm.....

okies, going off soon! new year new year! i wan to haf a good 2009!

miNd boggLin

2008-12-18T13:47:00.002+08:00

alot of different emotions going thru my mind now, hmmm dunno how to describe! sometimes restless, sometimes fill wif anticipation & hope, sometimes feel edgY & nervous! its really mind boggling manz......

going to be 25 soon! wondering wat kind of goals shld i set for the coming year! career? love? $? family? studies? haiz......R going to resign soon so nxt time less 1 lunch partner! going to eat alone again! but think if i'm in his position, perhaps i wld haf resign long ago! who can tahan a person scolding u everyday? he said yest his boss scolded him for an hr in a room, i think is bad if ur boss dun likes u. No point stayin also, if watever u do, she will pick things to say! i think its quite bad for him, he ald tahan for over a yr den ald at the peak of the mountain! 2 mre days also difficult to bear! hope he can find a btr job bahz!

met up wif hw yest~ she mentioned joining pilates class! i think shld be quite interesting, yearn to do some stretching! used to attend yoga b4 but tat was long time ago! i like the stretching exercise, feels good to stretch! of course not those v difficult stunts lahz! haha! i tink i nd to find new thingz to do! getting bored of my life! too routine nowadays! but sch also going to start in jan so not sure if i take up anything, got time to continue once sch starts anot! long time nv play mj, hands abit itchy also! hohoho!

restless restless!

Relationships ~ truth or lies? u pick one!

2008-12-13T10:49:00.003+08:00

last nite had dinner wif s, a & c, curry fish head at bugis thr, nice! cheap & good, 1 curry fish head, 1 veg, 1 hotplate tofu & 4 plates of rice cost only $32 lehz! cannot believe it manz, coz i thot fish head usually quite exp! hee, but the ice lemon tea sux, like sugar drink! haha, made us order extra drinks!

then we went to dempsey road wine network for drinking, 6 of us drank 2 bottles of red wine & 1 bottle of white wine! the white wine is super sweet, though i like sparkling wine but tis is way too much, like drinkin syrup, **shiver** haha! the 1st bottle of red wine still not bad, btr than the other bottle, not too dry! aniwae we chat fr 9 plus to 2 plus in the mornin over thr, amazin we can tok so long! but v funnie, whenever we gers went to toilet, we will have a long session of ger's tok outside the toilet! then the guys will wonder if we drop into the toilet bowl.

u see, we gers were tokin abt relationship stuff! haiz......dunno y when ppl no longer tog, their version of story of break up is always so different. i tink coz they based on their perception of their feelings on how things happened? & on the way, is always either misunderstanding of tat party or the other party has double standards. coz we r outsiders, we also cannot judge, can only hear wat both party says, when we hear unfair stuff, we will also feel angry or sad for tat person. but 听过就算, coz its other ppl's affairs. we dun put 1 leg in & make things even more complicated. so wow, i also dunno wat to say.......just feel disappointed? disappointed abt human's flaws? or disappointed wif relationships tat fr trust can becum bad feelings towards each other? well, i'm not sure wat to make of it as well........

Oh we also tok abt another person! hmm hmm i long time nv tok to him but hear some interesting stories abt him last nite! hmmm i dunno izzit coz one will gradually change due to different environment. perhaps there is tis trait abt tat person being hidden away & when it reach the right kind of environment, this trait will bubble out of the surface & let ppl see their true self! hmmm u see, so tis makes 2 frens becum 路人甲. also another disappointin relationship betw frens! 人与人之间的关系真的很难说清楚. haiz......

well, out of so many negative happenings, to be optimistic, i wld say if u do not mit A, den u wld not have met B. Right person @ the right timing is v impt! efforts to make things happen is equally essential. we may not reap wat we sow in relationships but if no efforts r being made, it is doom to fail from the start? is that correct?

say is always easier than done! hahaha! alot of ppl always ask me tis question, or rather rebuke me wif tis question, 'y do u always trust ppl so easily? do u really have no doubts abt it?" last nite i was reminded of tis question. hmmm maybe sometimes i really v silly & tis flaw of mine land me in big trouble also. but i just like to believe the good side of ppl? maybe for ppl whom i'm not close wif or juz aquaintance, i will just listen & hmm yes along wif it, even if u lie to me i also dun really care, coz we not close also. listen fr 1 ear den cum out fr another ear lor! after tis miting, i may not see u again! since u wan to say tis, i juz play my part & let u feel good abt it lor! i believe or not also not impt to u, u juz wan a listening ear. if u will feel guilty, then tat is good, maybe u used to sayin lies to ppl, nxt time probably u will tink b4 u speak again. well, i'm not sure. thr r some ppl who juz like to say lies to ppl.

only close frens or ppl i care abt will affect me deeply if they tell me lies coz i usually wun doubt them! maybe sometimes i have a doubt nibbling deep in my heart but i usually will not voice it out. if there really is evidence of that person speakin lies, i may not expose the lies on the spot, but i will feel disappointed wif the person & distance my relationship wif him/her. tink i'm quite a passive person, i wun shout or scold, 'y u lie, y u lidat', yep, i know tis is my flaw but....i'm such a person! tat's y frens always say i'm on the losing side. if someone made me angry, i will also wun scold but i will not tok to tat person & put up a long face. if i'm sad, i wun listen to phone calls also, i wun reject ur call but i wun pick up. if u really know me well, i guess u will have notice all tis habits of mine.....

twilight saga

2008-12-10T10:12:00.002+08:00

heehee, i juz finished reading twilight saga which consist of twilight, new moon, eclipse & breaking dawn! Overall, i like the plot & characters alot but i dun like the pace of the story & using 1st person to narrate the story! becos it describes alot of feelings of the 1st person which is bella, & not alot of actions until near to the end!

renesmee is so cute, i thot somehow she will turn out to be a monster or wat, but she is like a angel though half vamp & half human! i actually feel v sad when they thot that was the end of them, like going to perish tog, with bella making plans for renesmee & jacob to escape. & all the other vamp saying goodbyes to their loved ones. i know it will haf a happy ending but tat part is quite sad! but so far so good, only irina died, quite pitiful even though she is the cause of all these troubles. i wonder if they really fought, love to see jane & alec being defeated, hehe, the witch twins! so yaya papaya!

now den i know jacob is not the real kind of werewolves, they are known as shape lifters because the real werewolve turn into werewolve during full moon but shape lifters are being passed down by their family & even if they bite someone, the victim will not turn into werewolve like them. this sort of solve my questn coz all along movies always show werewolve turning into their form during full moon & whoever they bit, the particular person will get affected. eh, tink i wrote until complicated, haha!

hope the movie will be nice! the edward in the movie seems to look quite good, quite compatible with the bella in the show, wonder who acting jacob, haha! dunno will they also shoot the sequels anot, looking forward to it! hoho!

bIg appeTite

2008-12-02T17:42:00.003+08:00

lately havin a big appetite, eat & eat, i juz feel like eating! after eating rice, still wan to stuff choco & chips in, 1 bread for breakfast dun seem to be enuff, as if the bread disappear instantly after entering my stomach! strange, i muz eat until i feel full then okies, otherwise my mind will kip tinkin of food! tis is bad, so bad! coz i nv exercise, i dun wan to becum xiao pang mei! **frown*

hmm hmm but if i dun eat, den whole body like no energy lidat, cannot do tingz, haha! i muz learn to control, esp at nite! no supper & cannot eat too full!

i watched the little nonya, i like juxiang's story, v sweet & romantic bt sad that she & her husband died early. end of this week will screen her daughter's story! i ald read the i-mag, the meiyu like turnin v bad, though i tink its normal to hate juxiang, but deliberately harm her is real bad. her husband will only detest her more! haiz....

so sianz........rainin now, feel like going home!!!

dreAm

2008-12-01T13:55:00.003+08:00

last sat, read a book about dream research & analyse story! quite interesting, they have this so-called level 5 tat can control ur own dream! & probably discover new stuff along the way in ur dream, abit like psychics. wondering if we can really control our dreams?

for the past week, had alot of dreams every nite! including last nite! but the dream i had last nite is 1 of the most satisfyin of all tat i had! hmm hmm dunno how to describe, haha! i can still rem the dream though! & even though i dreamt last nite, i feel quite energetic & okies tis morning when i woke up! so i guess if u had a good dream, u will also feel energetic, but if u had a nonsenical & bad one, u will wake up feeling tiring!

aniwae, normally wat we dreamt is the opposite in reality! is juz wat we always scared or worried of & fantasize of, tat concoct the dream! i'm no expert, juz feel it tis way! haha!

according to the novel, its known as context, haha! okies, i tink i can finally put dwn tat bag after the dream last nite, haha! shld be good tis way, i guess!

the world is in a chaos

2008-11-28T13:42:00.002+08:00

latest news on 28 Nov, protestors still stationed at their 2 airports & their govt has declared to be in a state of emergency! & hostages continued being held in india! scary scary!

see, the news for past few days was centred on these incidents, they are the top stories & headlines on all newspapers! bad news & bad news ongoing! when does it ever ends? feel so sad for those who died in india! they juz happened to be at the wrong place & at the wrong time & tat ended their precious lives! & they say the terrorists all below 25 yrs old, such a young age to be killing ppl ard, what has the world becomes?

we should be thankful tat disasters like earthquake is over, now people are creating problems for themselves again! all these incidents happened due to human factor, it is terribly sad for those innocents to be embroiled into other country's domestic affair & also against the terrorists. hope the situation can improve soon! or else more people will suffer!

feelin quite slpy lately even though i slpt for enuff hrs! u see, i dreamt every nite but i forgt wat i dream, alot of times is abt the same dream/dreams. i got a set of dreams tat always come to me on & off, so it makes me exhaustin, den when i wake up, i will feel hungry, maybe used up alot of energy to dream! hahaha! finally is friday! i still have alot of tingz to do at home! wan to make use of my wkends to slp & study! slpy slpy!

fAted to lOve you

2008-11-18T16:43:00.002+08:00

last Fri, went to mit up with yw, j and e at waraku restaurant. So tat restaurant is a different one, fr what i had in mind, haha! anyway we had a nice evening because we have not met one another for a v long time. The last time we met is in Feb or Mar so v glad tat we can mit up & update one another on wat we had been doing.

then i watched Fated to Love you during sat & sun, still not bad, but i feel tat some parts r quite draggy. left a few more episodes & will finish up the show! i watched 19 episodes in 2 days, not bad hor, haha! then finally got to play squash on the sun! so tiring, nv exercise for so long den became breathless juz in half an hr's time, lousy! maybe i din slp enuff during these 2 days also, tat's y gt affected.

now i'm also v v v slpy, i type my wrk till my eyes can auto closed by itself, aiyo! dunno y so tired, last nite dreamt of a couple & their classmates. feel tat instead of participatin in the dream, i'm more of a observant in the dream, see the story unfolds. haha! abit strange, but i also do not know of any one in this class. then dreamt till tis mornin, super duper slpy.

tink got to tidy my clothes boxes one of these days, i already got 8 boxes & its gettin v packed! mama ald give warning, hee........

1 mre hr! quick quick! gettin unconscious soon lehz.......help help!

three dAds oNe moM

2008-11-13T12:21:00.002+08:00

i already finished watching the three dads one mom - nice nice! although thr r some parts a bit slow, but overall its quite good! Ha seon is so cute! three man and the golden poop! haha!

so fast already mid november! now continue to wrk hard for my jap test! less than 1 mth away, so much to study! tomorrow finally can get to mit up wif yw, j & e, so long nv see them! hope they r fine! for the past gatherings, 1 of us is always missing, so i'm glad 4 can mit tog, hoho! yw say go eat waraku at heeren! yeahz, pasta, their food quite nice! yum yum! but not sure if there are any programs after dinner anot, shall see how. if dun haf, den i go home & watch the 10pm show, nice lehz! forensics science is so interesting, the show really analyse how they collect & analyse the evidence, do the simulation & re-enact the scene with the police! explain clearly & logically! hkg detective kind of show is always the best!

meeting c for lunch later, already v hungry lehz, still muz wait for another half hr, stomach growling**

oh i saw LT 2 days back, hope we can mit up some day! long time nv mit up wif her already! trying to plan another gathering wif 2 ex-colleagues, tis mth broke broke!

intend to watch fated to love you if i got time, it seems that the show is quite popular in tw!

okies, leavin in another 10 mre min! food food, i wan food!

keN rAmeN

2008-11-08T10:52:00.002+08:00

under k's recommendation, i went to ken ramen at orchard with xp for dinner! hmmm the place is quite small & warm. the noodles still not bad, the soup is quite strong taste and the char siew is very tender. the price quite okies also, abt $14 each pax after service charge!

he also recommended me a few other places but they are harder to find! nxt time, wan to try the rest! hoho! at least can eat something different! v sick of those jap chain restaurants! they r all around sg, so eat until sianz!

initially wan to watch the coffin but no much seats, they only gave me 1 choice which is at the 2nd row. thereafter we went to hk central to eat my mango pomelo beancurd, long time nv eat, quite enjoyed!

feelin so bored, so i watch three dads & one mum at home, v hilarious manz. the story is about this couple who is unable to bear a child so the husband ask his 3 best frens to donate sperms to him. they donated but want to back out, on the surface the husband agreed but he secretly used their sperms without his wife's knowing also. then in the end, his wife finally got pregnant but at tis point of time, the husband met up wif an accident & passed away. due to a video tape left by the husband, the 3 frens realised tat the new borne baby is actually theirs, but dunno which one is the real dad. therefore they helped the wife to be the baby's 3 daddies! whahaha, v funnie lehz. the 3 frens, 1 is doing biz, v money-minded. he fantasize if his sperms produce the baby, when the baby grow up, his fren will cum & ask him for $ for the boy's education! haha! then the other fren, a detective fantasize if his sperms produce this baby, nxt time when he catch a thief at the train station, the thief turn to him & say u r actually my daddy! whaha, then the other fren is a comic writer who likes to fool around wif ladies, fantasize the boy callin him papa when he is surrounded by many pretty gers! haha! these 3 frens they kicked their bad habits & eat nutritious food when they prepare to donate the sperms. People around them got a shock of their lives, hahaha! wonder how the story goes, but i tink is a muz watch!

hmmmm later go home muz study, dunno got time to watch anot, whahah, tinking of it, i already feel like laughin, hohoho!

sHoppin sPree to desTress ^ heCtic weeK

2008-11-07T10:28:00.002+08:00

yest went shoppin & carry alot of stuff, then my arm joint thr becum red red, now still red, v sensitive manz tat area!

bought 7 pcs of clothes & 1 pair of shoes, not bad hor! hmmm within an hr lehz! hoho, fr the same shop also! shiok, but pocket a big hole....

tis past week v busy & stressful, alot of tingz happening! good? bad? i also dunno! juz tryin to settle one thing after another, quickly move on! still got alot of tingz to do! how i wish can have some days to totally relax, with no one lookin for me, and i can take a fresh air of breath see see some scenery, slp & wake up as i like, drink some tea & read book, walk around! u know, very relaxing and comfy! & dun tink of anything, no exams, no wrk, no worries! a quiet place whr can hear the sounds of nature, everything in a slower pace! as i write, i sort of visualise the place already, so nice! whr can i find such a place?

i think as we grow up, the pace tat we r going, is so fast, rushin to do tingz every day, no holidays, coz even holidays, ofc ppl will call u to ask tis & tat, alot of responsibility on our shoulders which we cannot escape. sometimes humans also like to have unnecessary worries, tend to tink too far! if only we can compartmentalise all our problems into a box, only take out & solve when needed, unhappiness also locked up in another box, only happiness is floating around, not being locked up! haiz.....

maybe we humans are too greedy, when u have this, u want that, when u have that, u find that u want tis better........

pOor dOggie ~ whY u dUmp hIm?

2008-11-01T12:17:00.004+08:00

last nite when i walked through the carpark in front of 510, i saw a super dirty doggie strollin around. hmmm i was wondering whose doggie izzit, y the owner nv bathe him, (assume is a him). coz he walk near a man who is doing smthin to his bike, so i thot maybe tat man is his owner. but then he went to cross the road & sniff at the grass. And that man nv take a look at him at all, so i started to feel strange. Well, maybe that man is the type tat let his doggie roam around so i continued to climb up the stairs to my blk. Suddenly the doggie walked past me again, & kip running forward to the lift, sniff around & continue to run to the other end of my blk. then i realised nobody followin him lehz, no owner.

hmm hmm then i sort of wonderin where he want to go, so i started to follow the doggie. Out of sudden, i heard barkin, then one uncle stood up & walked away, followed by another uncle wif his jack russell doggie. the jack russell doggie kip barkin at this doggie who want to follow them. i think he wan to play wif jack russell. the uncle saw me starin at them & ask me, 'your dog ar' in hokkien, i replied no lor, i said ' i saw him runnin fr the other side to here, he v dirty, dunno whr the owner is,' then he said, 'maybe the owner abandoned him ald, i cannot take him home lahz, kip dog nd license, wait v troublesome', so he used his shoes to scare the doggie away. but the doggie kip followin them. then the uncle asked me again, 'not your dog ar', haha!

he is worried he will bite his jack russell as his jack russell is a tad smaller but tis doggie is v friendly, kip waggin his tail & look at you wif tat big big eyes. so pitiful, den he want to follow us into the lift, the uncle again scare him away wif his shoes coz if he goes up, then he wun know how to take lift & cum dwn also lehz. when the door of the lift closed, i saw him walked towards the playground.

haiz, dunno who is his wicked owner, anyhow dump him! cannot afford to kip him, at least give him to a person who can care for him mahz. if he know he cannot accompany him forever, then dun buy dog mahz. the doggie looks like maltese but i'm not sure coz the size is quite big, maybe old so big, i also dunno. his fur ald v curly coz nv bathe, the ends of the fur beigy brown colour. his tail is like ps's cookie, like a straw. haiz......if only doggie know his way home, then shld go back & bite his owner for throwin away like rubbish.

later i go walk around my blk see if he's still thr anot, my area seldom have stray doggie, alot of stray cats but not doggies. i can only remember 1 big brown dog many yrs ago strayin around for a few days or weeks, but got 1 uncle sometimes see him v pitiful so try to play wif him. after that, one fine day, he is no longer thr.

tink doggies & cats smart in different ways, cats r independent, they can take care of themselves if they live on the streets but not doggies, sometimes see them cross the road, u will feel v nervous. coz the doggie looks as if he dunno when to cross but cats r v experienced in these. haiz......my mama says news got report taiwan thr, alot of owners abandoned their doggies coz economy is bad, they treat them as their burden. so bad! y got such ppl one ar? maybe when they buy doggie, the shop shld ask them to sign a contract say if u anyhow dump your doggie, u will subject to fine or jail or do voluntery work at spca. wat ya tink ar? then maybe these owners will have 2nd thots on throwing them away. although i nv kip dogs, i quite like doggies lor. Will also scared of super big doggies lahz, esp the blackie. not convenient to kip them & my parents also not interested in havin them ard in the house so cannot lor!

haiz.....karma, wait nxt time these ppl becum doggie in their next life and get dump by owner. so the moral of the event is dun do tingz tat u know will hurt ppl/animals!

miNd turMoil

2008-10-22T14:06:00.002+08:00

wednesday ald....sianz.......

alot of tingz to tink abt or rather i thot alot of tingz, a bit 'fan'!

have to finish up my assignment these 2 days then all is done & have to concentrate on my exams! its a open book test so must study with understanding & make my own markings on the text. then during exam, can faster flip to the page i want! start to feel abit stress, haha! nv really revise my work all along till exams coming, coz i always the last min kind. v bad habit! jia you! jia you!

last wkends watched the 20th century boys, alot of 'y', hopefully the next part can give me answers! i tink the movie still ok, juz tat deathnote seems nicer! the lead actor changed a lot, almost cannot recog him. he seems to grow horizontal but still have the boyish charms! if i'm not wrong, he should be lead actor of the drama, tokyo cinderella, which is a very long ago show. he is tall & suave in tat show but tat was N years ago, when i was still in sec sch? then that lady also looks familiar, until i looked out for the name at the ending then i realised who she is, 常盘贵子. hehe, although she looks older but still not bad!

wonder when i turn to 30 plus yrs old, will my looks change alot? hmmmm muz take care, eyes ald got lines! hope wun be too wrinkly, hoho!

nxt week going to see doc again! hope everytingz goes well! gd luck to me! miNd turMoiliN.......

15 October already!!!

2008-10-15T15:38:00.002+08:00

15 october alreadY!

2 weeks plus plus to exams........

last wkend din do much tingz except to watch relentless justice, nice lehz but v sad tat a person can do tingz to harm ur own family! feel so sad for jing, she loves his god brother so much but kena betrayed by him also dunno......now already mad, tink in the end she also jumped off the roof! the guy who act hui huang, tis is the 1st time i saw him acting as bad guy, last time he act in 真情like v 乖! he actually quite good looking, boyish charm, haha! too bad he is bad in tis show! i like zhixin, a strong & capable lady who wrk all her way up despite the odds. i tink the ending for tis show alot of ppl died & v sad one! haiz.....tink hkg ppl v gd in producing tis kind of show!

yahz lorz, watch watch den din manage to do my assignments. got to jia you tis week! if not exams soon already! sianz lehz......

then got to choose next sem modules already, but i still not very sure what to choose, trying to see if everytingz can be completed in 3.5 yrs time anot!

tink till now, i haven got my classmate's number yet, muz quickly ask them, haha! wait wan to ask smtin abt questions abt the revision! my 1st exam is going to be held at expo, so far! muz make sure i wake up early, haha! hmmm hmmm.........coz i always got a habit of being late. haha i know not gd lahz, but becum a habit so tryin to cure tis habit! but hor, sometimes depends on miting who also, i have some frens who can be late for mre than an hr, haha! but some frens who r always quite punctual, 见人行事. haha!

sTomAch beCum smAller !

2008-10-02T09:46:00.002+08:00

yo, long time since i last blogged in!

feel so slpy todae, haha! watch the wei xiaobao late till 2plus den slpt, lolx.....maybe will continue to watch tml coz cumin to the last episode soon!

ever since my pukin session last wkends, i tink my stomach becum v de small le! the day before, my dinner consist of 1 jap tempura fish rice & after finishin the whole bowl, im so full tat i feel like pukin again! its like 1 bowl of noodles or porridge can make me full ald, mornin eat bread also feel full! abit not used to it, i eat too much, tink i have gastric pain! after tat jap rice, my stomach or gastric pain till midnite also haven recover. luckily still gt the gastric medicine fr doc, haiz....miz my eat alot session lehz, can eat heartily! food should looks appetitising lehz...now not so o....so 1 tingz less to enjoy.....

mama cumin back tonite fr taiwan, going home to mop floor & kip my dry clothes before she cums back! my mama got a back fr hol temper, haha, i nv tell her lahz! but every time she cums back fr hol, tat particular day, she will nag & say y nv do tis, y nv do tat, tink tonite also same tingz, haha! i tink is coz too many tingz to do after holidays so feel frustrated bahz......hope the typhoon wun make her hol seem less fun!

i wan to slp!!! tonite quickly finish up & slp early! yeahz, thurs now, tml fri den sat!

hectic wkeNds

2008-09-15T11:47:00.002+08:00

last sat after wrk, i went to class & during my break, when i walked out of the classroom, my eyes looked down towards the atrium & guess who i saw? i saw st with mg about to sit down to queue up for the sim open house registration q & a! so qiao hor, i thot i see wrongly, haha! so i went dwn to say hello to them lor! hmmm they both applyin for sim but different courses! great to see them! hope they can get in & i tink they will, despite their worries!

then by the time i reach amk, i met my mama for dinner at blk 700+ market, hey, the wanton mee quite nice lehz, their noodles is handmade one & their chilli quite nice also! their fried wanton also v crispy, hmmm nice! u know i went for a 2nd bowl on the next day, haha! then i queue up to buy ice kacang, hey, i rem tis uncle, i used to buy fr him but he looked much more older now & is wearing a specs, last time dun haf o.....time really flies manz.....i still like his ice-kacang, hee! coz hor, hmmm the taste is juz right for me! i dunno abt others, but i like his ice-kacang! then immediately fell aslp upon reachin home till 9 plus. then study my jap while watchin tv till 5.30am den slpt! BUT HOR, i still cannot finish my revision lehz......truely in my oral test the next day, i tink i did quite badly, haha! the teacher v lenient & gave me hints ald but i din manage to revise properly for the last few chap & i din attend lessons for tat also......after stayin back to do my remaining homewrk, i reach amk ald near 6pm. my wkends juz over lidat........haiz.....

nite time of course i watched tv to relax abit..........the 10.30pm show last episode, dunno wat is the new show for nxt week......

been waiting for chinese paladin 3 drama, but they haven shoot finish yet....i tink only out nxt year! hmmm the lead actor is hu ge again, hee! but i like his shows, he v suave in being a hero character, haha! hope to see more of his dramas!

spilitiN heAdache~

2008-09-12T11:39:00.002+08:00

arghz......my head is gonna spilt!!!!!!!!!!!

feel like somebody shakin my head real hard!

i wan to slp!!!

my colleague finally went to his bkk trip yest, a trip which he waited till flower wilted tat kind, haha~

hmmm nxt one will be A's turn, then my turn with PS & SY, his sis & bf, me & HW, hoho! hmm the last time i went i tink is about 2 yrs plus ago? i really cannot rem lehz, i only rem i bought alot of clothes! haha! 1st time travellin wif HW lehz, hoho! hhmmmm i miz my massage.....hmmmz...i luv the crack crack crack sound.......shiok! hope my mense wun cum on tat trip though! i wan thai massage!!!

saw the u-crown osim massage ads, dunno nice anot! haha! the shape looks funnie but if it really is effective, then i tink its a gd investm to buy this lehz, nxt time got $ den tink abt it, haha!

tis coming wkends tink will be quite hectic as usual wif wrk & studies! tml got to wake up earlier also since i'm leaving ard 12 plus for my class, plannin for mac breakfast tml!

aiyo, head so pain, help!!!! my HEAD ALREADY ON MY TABLE, arghz.......

mOoncAkes mOoncAkes

2008-09-05T10:47:00.002+08:00

next sun is mid autumn festival already, so fast, '八月十五'.....

went to taKa mooncake fair, quite crowded with alot of famous mooncake over thr, 5* hotels, restaurants, overseas brand, local cake shops also haf! quite interesting, then they haf a few booths tat sells jap & korea snacks. I bought the mini snowskin cranberry mooncake from royal china, $6.50 each lehz, my mama cut into v small pcs then we all try, hee, feel like i'm drinking cranberry juice, but my papa dun like. he prefer the traditional wif egg yolk & my mama like traditional tao sar. actually me prefer snowskin wif green tea or yam flavour. haha, but sometimes like to try new flavours. i saw another one is lychee wif martini. they usually have small samples over thr but they finish up ald. dunno nice anot, but $7 each o.....even more exp! haha!

then my ofc ordered mooncakes fr china club. their packagin is quite interesting, musical box. when i 1st saw it, i tink it looks like lantern or treasure box but when it arrived, its really like a musical box with '八月十五' music ringing, haha! they have a fake disc on top tat list dwn some songs. but the mooncakes are actually in the drawer itself. last year theirs are the tea pot shape, v chinese looking. dunno wat they have for next year coz my boss like special special shapes. alot of places also mostly boxes, dunno whr to find the special ones. if really is special one, usually is v exp like $80 or wat, who wan to buy so exp one unless its for VIP clients.

oh tomolo got class in the mornin! got to start to do a new assignment again, arghz....y so many assignm one......if i'm not wrong, i tink i still haf 6 more assignments to do lehz, coz total is around 10 den i juz finished 4. help!!!!!!!!!!!!

LegeNds of coNdor heRoes 2008

2008-09-01T11:59:00.002+08:00

took leave last sat, intending to do my assignments! hmmm i got do lor but feel v sianz so do a bit then went to nap till evening time. haha! then do abit den start to watch legends of condor heroes 2008! fri nite i watched 1 episode ald so 'xin yang yang'. on sat kip motivating myself do finish tis questn den can watch. haha! tink a bit half-hearted in my assignments, so lazy tat i skipped my jap class on sun also.

the show is quite nice lehz, the pace is not too slow, juz nice but i think they skipped quite alot of their childhood part. coz from 2nd episode onward, they r adults ald, then they used alot of flashbacks. hmmm the gist is still there but i think the director made some changes. i duno lehz, just feel its abit different. anyway, i tink hu ge act quite well in guo jing's role. ariel lin also quite good, she can pull off any role tat is either v stupid or v clever. haha! coz i rem her role as yuan xiang qing in another show. i think this director like to use them in his drama serials, this is the 2nd time they working together mahz. last time 'tian wai fei xian', the character is also something lidat. the ger more clever than the guy. lolx......but i like hu ge, he can act those '古代' show v well!

then i discovered that at least 5 actors/actresses here acted previously in 'shao nian yang jia jiang'. haha! so a bit confusing, some more yang tie xin & yang kang are descendants of yang clan.
oh something worth commenting is the person who act as ouyang ke, almost din recog him coz he act as emperor in 'shao nian yang jia jiang'. he is real good as ouyang ke. i used to dislike ouyang ke coz in another version, he is like v perverted & disgusting, always want to give him a slap but tis ouyang ke really gives off a charming look, its like u cannot decide to like him or dun like him. haha! but i'm still at episode 18 only, so we shall see how the plot goes. i read it in other ppl's commentary & sort of know the story for tis version but shall wait till i see it then i give my comments. hmmm for yang kang & mu nianci's role, i feel quite neutral but yang kang at the moment gives me a feeling that he is v fillial coz he haven turn bad yet.

anyway, i think its still worth to watch this version. i'm sure its so much better than the 2003 version which li ya peng & zhou xun act as guo jing & huang rong respectively. tat one is like soo boring & li ya peng juz does not pull off tat role v well & the chemistry between them is not so good, cannot see the fire sparks. hmm maybe partly also i'm not a big fan of them, unlike tis version, i like the people who act in this show. hu ge's guo jing make him feel v cute but i still prefer him to act those clever, witty type of character like 'li xiao yao' & 'yang liu lang'.

ah, quite slpy today, 2 days i ald watched 18 episodes. haha! so not enuff slp! ah, tonite got lessons! a bit lazy, nd to ask how to do my assignments. ah sianz..........how i wish i can have a short holidays to rest! more than a year since i went for holidays lehz.......last yr april till now.....now is sept!!! no ph wo, muz wait till nxt mth! arghz....

arGhz.....

2008-08-28T16:02:00.002+08:00

arghz......

wan to vent out my frustrations!!!

feelinz lousy toDae ;(

everytingz also dun look good to me, even my roti prata also dun look tasty as before! even the teh-o i drank also tasted too sweet than normal, legs & arms so difficult to move, like drinkin drowsy medicine lidat, & lotsa of tingz to grumble abt!!!

overslpt tis morning so took a taxi to wrk $19.40, exp! last time $13 to $15 in the morning only! broke ald, haven get pay yet.......

ah.....i wan to go home!!! super sianz, help~

sTressed

2008-08-25T09:59:00.002+08:00

moN agAin!!!

arGhz......sTressed manz, took leave on Sat morning intending to do my assignment, end up waking up late then watched olympics & having my lunch at the same time to prepare to go for afternoon class! the class is quite okies, not a lot of people, given 3 balls to learn juggling, haha! but i very lousy lahz, the balls dropped all over the place instead, haha!

then went home to complete my assignment, phew, finally completed around 3am! yesterday looking through my schedule, then realised i got 2 more assignments needed to hand up before next friday!!! omg, time not enuff time to do lehz....sobs sobs.......

i abit blur lor, last nite adjusted the alarm in my hp ald but todae i found it strange that i din hear my alarm & by the time i woke up, its like 8am ald! u know y, coz my hp is in silent mode yest den i forgot to change it back, ^_^ luckily i auto woke up at tat time coz i'm having a long dream & somehow it ended.

so Tired!!!!!!!! i wan more slp!!! i wan more tiMe!!! i wan more fuN!!!!

so tireD ^_^

2008-08-19T11:03:00.002+08:00

i feel so tired tis few days as if i need alot of slp! u know last sat when i reached home, i immediately fell onto my bed & napped from 5pm to 9.30pm. When i woke up, i thot wah, 9.30pm ald? so fast? 4.5 hrs nap lehz! amazin, usually my best record is 3hr+ for napping, tis time round not sure y becum so long! personal time is always not enuff, haha! coz most of the time is spent on doing assignments or studying, the momentum is quite thr but i juz feel tired, always nd to slp 1st b4 embarkin on my assignment.

till now, i haven got to watch my movie, 'journey to the centre of the earth', haha! but i get to watch olympics though! watched a few matches, badminton, table-tennis, gymnastics, hmmm then glimpses of other sports. ohz their badminton is fantastic manz, they hit the ball so fast that my eyes haven follow thru & the opponent hit the ball ald, v nice! i got watch the final betw lin dan & lee c.w. well, he is really fast, can anticipate the direction of the ball by the lee's stance, & b4 the ball hit over, he knows whr to catch it. absolutely entertaining! gymnastics is nice as well, i like them doing the floor exercise, v graceful & powerful! haha! coming to an end soon, tis sun is the closing ceremony ald! well, its been great so far, with many miracles & new records breaking, esp wif china & america's superfish, michael phelps, he's the most amazin guy in tis olympics, 8 golds, imagine how nice if we have a michael phelps here, haha! hope we can have a 'michael phelps' in the future to help us get medals, haha! well, a pity tat liu xiang din enter into the competition, heard of his name for v long, so wondering if able to watch his match. hmmm now hope our women singles in table tennis can bring back more medals!

yest & today our photocopier spoilt, v troublesome, alot of wrk got stuck! coz cannot print, cannot photostate, cannot fax, cannot scan! the technician said the heater spoilt so muz wait for the stock to cum b4 he can cum over to change, haiz....

hmmm tink todae i wan to slp earlier, cannot tahan manz! so groggy! dunno when can take a haircut, maybe taking passport size photo, hmmm still trying to decide i wan to take the test or not, if wan to take, then i nd to go take photo by tis week. but a bit scary, coz i haven prepare yet, then still have thingz to do, not sure got enuff time to prepare anot, 4 mths time lehz, but i tink onliz able to concentrate for the last min coz my exams finished in nov, then the test is in dec, hmmm hmmm gotta tink carefully! all other classmates took ald, left me lehz! i also wan to try to see whr is my standard, haha! hmmm hmmm, sometingz to ponder, 4 more days to tink thru!

tink my face or rather my eyes look abit swollen today, i wan my slp!

"tHe olympic medAl" for Beijing 2008 ~ a glorious win

2008-08-16T12:59:00.002+08:00

hoho, we finally have a medal for tis yr's olympics, after such a long wait! hope we can strive for a gold tml though chances r quite slim, tis olympics seems to have so many 1st time records breakin! so y not us? of course, a sliver is good enough but if we can get a gold, tat wld be another 1st coz tan howe liang got a sliver medal in 1960s! & it is the only & the 1st medal made by him! So if we got a gold, we'll break another record in our history! & perhaps a public holiday, hee!

wow, its such a pity i missed the match yesterday, but i had a live commentary made by 2 china friends, they made me so anxious! haha, esp the match is so close, both parties r on the same level, the match prolonged for 3 hrs++ b4 we r proclaimed as the winner into finals! yeAhz! thks to the players' tenacity, i tink towards the end, they r competing on their mindset, their mentality as to who can be calm & patient enuff to last the game coz they r quite equal in their technical skills! fantastic win! to tink the sliver medal can win the team $750,000. so nice, haha! if can win gold, $1.5million lehz! 3 cheers to them!

i know alot of singaporeans not v enthu abt our sports team due to foreign talent issue, often tink they r china borned so not really a true blue singaporean! well, it is true but if we kip tink they r not really a singaporean despite their efforts in trying to fit into our culture & fight for our country in the competition, i tink it is unfair to them. although they r not born here, they r being trained here & contribute to the society just like us. i think the difference is they r being trained early since young whereas our local sportsman r being trained at a later age. many times just like playing piano, if you learn at a earlier age, you tend to have an edge over those who learned at a later age. Environment is another advantage. In china, ppl r competing against one another, improving themselves but sg do not have this kind of environment till our sports school came into the picture. Perhaps for now, we still do not have much chance in winning other olympic medals but i believe 20 or 30 yrs fr now, whr the youngs have being nurtured, they will help us to bring medals home. And this year's olympic medal will certainly make a deep impression in us & boost the confidence of the youngs for the coming 2010 YOG. The cycle of not getting medals have been broken, so start the engine roaring & prepare for the challenges ahead is of the utmost importance to us. Fight on, Singapore!

hAppie 43rd bdAy sIngApore ~

2008-08-08T15:07:00.002+08:00

today is 8 August 2008, haha!

such a nice number! hmmm the beginning of a month long olympics, hope we can get some gold medals though! sometimes see those sportsmen competing for medal, wrkin hard everyday practising, i kinda envious them! because they r doing what they r gd at & what they like the best! haha, so want to wish them luck, hope their hard work will reap some well-deserved rewards! yeahz, tml is national day, i can slp late at home! hoho! but hor also v busy, nvm, later going bbq! enjoy abit 1st, tml wrk hard, nite time celeb national day at home by watchin the ndp, haha!

tis week abit sianz, busy but sianz, haha! mind wanderin ard, think tis think tat! oh, i juz cancel my vp atr, thot i still have a few pkts at home, then want to save some $ 1st but i still continue my fp 1st, coz haven found a substitute yet, been doing alot of battle in the toilet lately, more & mre jia lat, haiz....but still dun feel like going to see doc! scary! i hope can heal by itself lehz, but abit difficult, i kip eating heaty food, esp potato chips, hmmm v hard not eat!

ah, recently, been quite late at work, some how v hard to wake up den spend some time in toilet, tat's y later! been bumpin into tis guy every time i'm late, tink he starts wrk at 9.30pm bahz coz everytime when i reached ard tis time, will see him! his looks reminds me of someone familiar, like a mixture of faces i know blend together, haha! interesting! u know sometimes, when u see someone, u will tink he look like this who who who, although the facial features not really alike, but the 'qi zhi' will remind u of someone. dunno y also, juz like there will be ppl who tell me, u look like my fren xxx, petite, soft-spoken blah blah. wonder if there are any 2 individuals who is alike but they do not have any relations at all.

last nite i watched the tv, got tis programme showed a malay family, the mother taking care of a disabled/deformed daughter, v sad lehz! i really admire the mother. when she got pregnant at the 7th month, then her doctor told her that her daughter have some prob but she cannot abort at tat point of time, so she gave birth to a cute daughter who seem to be perfect. however, they did not realise that the problem is quite serious, her daughter is blind & cannot speak, & her arms & legs cannot grow so she is in constant pain. she also cannot eat, only drink. although the doctor mentioned she might only get to live 5 mths, it is a miracle that wif her mum's love & care, she is already 20 yrs old this year. although 20 yrs old, she still looks like a child due to the inability to grow. her mama gave up everything to take care of her. i really tink her mama is a v v strong woman. in tis world, there aren't alot of ppl who can do it like her. well, coz it is really tough but since it is destined, there is not much you can do except to do ur best. really muz salute to tis mama manz, my mum tink so too!

well, hope the child can continue to becum healthy & may god bless this family!

AugusT

2008-08-05T11:38:00.002+08:00

here cums august, a brand new month! hmmm should i say a busy new month? heehee...

been busy tis past weeks, feel that time is not enuff! haha, sch just started & this is the 2nd week already! but hor, i still haven done my assignment & its suppose to hand in nxt week! ah.....therefore i intend to reserve this coming wkend for a crammin schwrk nite! got to finish a chinese assignment & start wif my eng assignment then do my jap homewrk & revise for the review test for sun! see, so much to do, must try to start my momentum rolling, coz sometimes still feel lazy & eyes slpy when i read the notes. ^_^

last sat went to watch the mummy, hmmm surprisingly its v funnie lehz! i thot it is a serious, intense & exciting kind of movie, well exciting yes, but funnie lor, haha! some parts abit illogical but i had a good laugh so i tink the movie is still not bad. Then we went to timbre near fort canning thr to listen to live band & chat, eat pizza, the place is quite nice, alot of people! & the band sing quite well, we had a chat about our dream guys & gers, haha, v funnie, all the strange fantasy we all had! & wat a guy or ger turns you off or turns you on tat kind of nonsense, lolx....

so tiring, coz been watching drama for the past few days then in the end, i took alot of nap for the wkends to replenish my energy! till now, still not enuff lehz!

ah, u know i miz the 9pm show last fri, so much wrk to do then initially wan to take taxi home but since no taxi, i saw the bus & juz hop in, hee, nvm save $ also!

oh yahz, last week, our boss brought us to tis french restaurant at keong saik street, tink the food quite nice! though super exp, i had a cod fish, wow, v suclucent lehz the meat, nice to bite & the sauce makes it quite tasty but size v small. then we had appetisers like the fried oyster, it comes with 6 sauces for each oyster & pan fried scallops with salad, then my colleague ate the pork belly, we all thot its fat & greasy but hor it turns out tat it is without any fat & it actually taste like chicken, so soft tat tink can melt in ur mouth! interesting, then i tried their spaghetti, hmm nice lehz! i like! then their desserts is quite tempting, the chocolate, wow good lehz! their decoration of the dishes is done v professionally. total for 4 is $258, exp exp, luckily its a treat!
coz i dun tink i 'she de' to spend so much on a meal, ahah! now i'm broke so muz save save save!

okies, got to continue with my wrk! so much to do!!! arghz, ohz later got to go get my fp, tis mornin stuck in toilet for quite some time! haiz.....

heAdache~

2008-07-18T19:18:00.002+08:00

headache headache, had a throbbin headache!

want to go home but still waiting for ppl to fax me smthin as it is urgent, haiz.....

todae feel so sianz lehz, sometimes real sick of my wrk.....or shld i say, i feel like takin a break! yahz lorz, long time no break & relax but no $, no time also sch startin. haiz....

been watchin the 9pm show abt volleyball, love & friendship one. tink still not bad, quite like to watch volleyball show. haha! rem when i was in sec sch, our sch got a competition wif xxx sch at temasek poly. then we were being dragged over to support & rally for our sch! i'm the type tat dun really like to watch match one but tat match is v gd, felt excited n anxious for them. haha, tink volleyball is a nice game to watch & play as well but too bad, i'm the type tat kinda scared big balls, haha found it hard to catch, the ball always ended up hitting me, haha! i play small ball btr. tv also shown volleyball show b4, ah tat one is gd wif chen liping & chen xiuhuan, they show the actions v nice on playin.

the jap show, attack no. 1 is another example, the way they direct, is v gd, u will really feel like they r pros players, haha! cool manz! sometimes is coz the director used those IT effects to make it shoosh nice but tis show u really see them practising v hard for it, coz 90% of it is playin volleyball den 10% show friendship.

after eating panadol feels btr ald! okies, my fax is here! i can go home ald! yum yum, i wan my dinner! hoho!

2 more weeks!

2008-07-16T09:54:00.002+08:00

sch startin soon! the other day i went to the orientation & guess wat, most of my classmates r my parents' age, though only half or so turn up! our course accept only less than 40 students so my class is actually ard 27 to 29 according to class list! well, learnin fr elderly classmates can be also v enriching, just that a bit lonely, cannot tok to someone around my age!

already collected my course materials & its super heavy, thr r some textbk/reference bks included as well. take a look at the chinese book, hmmmp its sort of quite overwhelming, haha! long time nv read chinese books with so many words cramped together, lolx.....well, will get used to it! so my first day of sch, i'll be studyin chinese readin & compre, according to the teacher, we got to self-study for at least 4 hrs b4 coming to class as it is more of q & a, so have to work up my time table, tink most of the time got to stuck at home to revise!

oh by the way, u know the sch r so hi-tech now! they have a plagarise program tat helps to detect plagarism in your assignment when you submitted online. once you hit submit, the system will generate a % of plagarism den list dwn all the sources which u copy fr. you can click on it to see, haha! think most of us laugh our heads off, during poly, our markers will only go n check out if they found suspicious sentences but now it is auto lor! got to be more careful, even if you try to change the sentence, they can also detect it out! nxt time muz hand in earlier so tat u can re-submit if they found similar sentences.

lately din mit up wif any of my frens, stayed at home for the past wkends to catch movie on channel 5, haha! the same goes for this wkends, they r going to show batman! yeahz, coz i wan to watch dark knight, so tink it will be btr to watch the previous part first. then also hope can spend some time napping during the wkends. so tiring, wan to re-charge my battery, haha!

i still have a lot of dvds at home. my classmate juz lend me crows zero & another jap show, hmm i actually watch abit of crows zero b4, but for ard 10 min? haha, now gt dvd, can continue to watch! tink the show all abt high sch violence, aniwae i wan to watch coz of shun oguri onliz, haha! ohz news say he have a new gf! happie for him! hoho!

okies, shall continue next time! tata~

pOnderin abT mY future

2008-07-05T12:21:00.002+08:00

tis is wat i often tink abt whenever i'm free, when walkin, when breathin, when chattin wif frens abt our future! yet, it seems so uncertain, somehow not so sure of wat i really wan even though i haf taken some steps hoping to embrace new challenges!

yest watched the show, guy A ask guy B do you really like cars since you are sloggin hard wif ur family in this biz even wrkin w/o pay for the 1st few mths? guy B says no, i'm only interested in makin $ but i'm beginning to like cars more & more as i realised tat it is only when u put ur heart & soul into wat u r doing den u can realise what u really like & wat u dun like. it wun wrk if u always put yourself outside the circle.

hmm i tink wt he says is v interesting. ald 2 yrs in my job so it feels kinda boring now, but to move on, i also dunno wat i wan! tis is such a common prob, whenever i chat wif my frens, they r also have the same sentiments! haiz....always wonderin how some ppl can do their job with passion throughout their life. it always never fail to amaze me! haiz.....i also dunno!

nowadays, feel tat my life is quite boring, haha! in the past, sometimes wkdays still go out mit frens or walk walk. now seldom, lazy to go out also, tired easily now, haha! haiz....wat to do to make my life mre interesting? hmmmmmm.....ponderin & ponderin.....

yeahz, tonite got lord of the rings, going library later, hope i can get some nice books! anyway, wkends ald!

mood swing day

2008-07-03T11:18:00.002+08:00

i'm throwing tantrum again, mood swing day! arghz, feel so lethargic & restless!

arghz........arghz.........

kAt-tun - new album

2008-06-27T17:06:00.002+08:00

hoho, saw kat-tun new songs online, hmmm tink wan to go buy his album some day, now v broke, wait for me, haha!

tis mornin, i super sianz lehz, mood swings, little little tingz made me mad & frustrated, feel like kicking someone & hide under my covers & slp, alot of pent-up frustration fr dunno whr!

dunno izzit today is my 1st day of the cycle so made my mood so bad but luckily now is btr, friday lehz, how can mood so bad rite? haha, yaps yaps, i ate a heavy lunch & chat wif fren then cum back walk walk here & thr, settlin my paperwrk! now hope can go home soon! yest wrk late, v tiring, tml can rest abit as got to study for a review test again! test test test! so plannin to slp, study, watch tv! din exercise for the past 2 weeks, abit guilty, hmmm tink maybe try to do some work-outs at home to kill my calories, flatten my tummy! whahaha! muz always breathe in, to flatten it, haha, reminds me of swimmin, breathe in den go into water, cum out breathe again, hehe! long time nv swim though, wan to go jogging some day but the weather is super hot lehz, day time night time also super hot! the tv say adjust air-con temp to 25 degrees to protect environment but abit hard, ofc 21 degrees is juz nice for me tis days, if we are in nov, then 21 degrees is too cold, need 23 or 24, but now is still june!! the hottest time of the year!!!

tink i juz take a slow walk also perspiring, lidat gd also lahz, sort of like exercise mahz, haha! hmmm tml nite got lord of the rings, tink maybe will watch abit, i only watched part 1, & it is v slow, they say part 2 n 3 is nice, well, maybe watch abit & see how izzit, afterall is such a popular show! there muz be smthin nice abt it!

so full, hmm maybe i shall eat bread for dinner, haha! later going to continue readin my book, the last book ald! nxt sat den go library! after reading tis, tink mon can start reading books borrowed fr ps!

aiyo itch here & thr now, going to quickly finish up my stuff! tata~

eNd of June alreAdy~

2008-06-24T17:41:00.002+08:00

yeahz yeahz, finally end of june le!

juz watched kungfu panda over the wkends, it is hilarious manz, i laughed from the beginning to the end, it is so cute, i like the characters v much! haha, panda's name is called po, he fights funny manz! his dad is the duck, can u imagine? haha, the duck so small size den his son so big size, then his master is the rat, ppl called him shifu, there is also this wu gui master, the turtle, haha! then shifu's disciples, the furious five which consists of the snake, monkey, mantis, crane & tigeress! Their enemy is the tai lang, a leopard, i luv the fight betw him & po, haha, really v funny manz! a gd show to relax & laugh till u drop!

it is quite surprising tat the show's setting is in china, i thot is those western show with animal characters only! but luckily they din say or do tingz tat is humiliating to the chinese culture so it is fine! u know some shows, they show chinese kungfu but it is like inject with funny elements tat is meant for the westerners to laugh? ah, i dun like tat kind of show, feels insulting!

hmmm tis sun have a review test but lazy to study, haha! i wan to finish reading my book, it is at quite an exciting stage now, wonder who the smart & sicko fellow is, tis is the 1st time reading tis author's book, hmm abit lor soh, otherwise is fine! i dun like too much description of surroundings etc, i like it straight to the point, like a summary, coz i prefer to read their dialogues, haha! sometimes can get witty dialogues, description is like to get to know the settings & characters, so straight to the point is btr, or i'll fall alsp easily!

well well well, tis sun finally can get to mit our 'da mang ren' fren, wy, whom fr the beginning of the year always busy till end of the year one! hahaha, abit exaggerated but hor, its true lehz! coz she is so so busy wif her wrk, her studies, her bf, so always have to wait till her holidays & finished doing all her stuff den able to mit us! otherwise, it is always xp & me miting up! but yah, i see the tingz tat she nds to do, really peifu manz, dunno if i can do the same tingz anot, i dun really have a high tolerance for stress, haha! abit weak, i know! haha, will try to cope at times but juz dun like it, i mean everybody also dun like it but some willing to & able to in order to reach some goals! but i like to take my own pace to have a breathing space! tat's y i always abit slow, hee!

hmm tinkin wt to eat later, wat to eat lehz, wat to eat lehz! hmmmmmmmm.............

busY wkeNds ~ hP dying ~

2008-06-16T11:48:00.002+08:00

todae dun feel good, in the sense tat tingz are not going smoothly.....

my hp blackout to white screen again tis mornin, almost thot it is gone for good, luckily she came back alive in time to help copy all my nos to the sim card otherwise i'm really chiamz manz.....using my dad's samsung now!

the past wkends is tiring & hectic, u see, sat after wrk i went to library den go home napped abit before going to class. oh talkin abt my tao class, the bus hor actually changed route on tat day, made me missed several stops & i gotta walked back. luckily i still rem the route or else will get stranded on the roadside. so strange one, the bus can change route like anytime one, the strangest part is i din hear any announcement in the bus lehz but ppl seems to know about the alternatv route. haiz, in the end, late lor!

then on sun mornin, continued with playin squash & go for jap class, then followed by a haircut at far east, the one my boss recommend one! hmm tink its quite good lahz, got a new hairstyle now, tink his style is abit like collin, daring to change! haha! recommend to xp since she wans to change her hairstyle also! then wan to go to pc fair one but upon reachin thr, the crowd is omg, makin me dizzy manz so i abandon the plan & went to sakae for dinner & thereafter ktv wif xp!

see, so busy, tryin to call cab ard 11 plus but dunno y sun nite got so many ppl roamin outside, so hard to call for cab! only managed to at ard 12am, by the time i bathe, brush teeth nada nada, ald 1am, ready to slp!

oh yahz, talkin abt brushin teeth, i jus started using the electronic toothbrush, not bad lehz, i feel tat it makes my teeth whiter & cleaner without using much effort at all. the normal toothbrush makes me have the tendency to brush harder in order to rid of all those dirts, haha! & sometimes lead to bleedings in the gums, but not electronic toothbrush. then of course, it costs much more exp also.

feel like slpin, zzz.......

tiring tiring

2008-06-13T12:27:00.002+08:00

tis few days is so tiring, if i count the hours tat i slpt, it is actually quite standard but not sure y izzit i'm still so tiring!

oh yest i juz started to watch gokusen 3, haha! it is still the same old kind of plot but somehow i'm addicted to it! how it starts, how it ends, u can guess easily, the 3 seasons difference is only the cast! tis time is the guy who act in koizora, Miura Haruma, he can really act pai kia manz, haha! dunno who r the rest though, some familiar faces here n thr but not of important roles. however, i tink i still like season 2 the best coz of kame, heehee!

tis wkend will be super busy, hope can catch some time to nap! v soon, i may not have the luxury of slackin @ home....so muz treasure tis few weekends left! hoho!

okies, my lunch is here, tata~

sChooL stArtiN sooN

2008-06-07T11:48:00.002+08:00

received the acceptance of offer fr sch ald! juz chosen my modules for the coming July: Chinese Comprehension, Chinese Writing, 2 Uni core mod includes Effective Communication & Learning to Learn! total of 17 cu! gotta fork out another $1.5k on top of my $500 deposit! broke ald.....my jap also got to fork out another $320, tis mth all fees to be paid! tough tough!

tis mth wan to do hair also, dunno got $ anot.....haiz....

my boss recommend me tis particular salon at far east, tink tat guy shld be quite good but dunno the fees exp anot, my hair is sort messy now also, dunno wat to do wif it! dun wan to dye though, juz wan a nice, modern & professional hairstyle, haha! suitable for work one yet look stylish kind! my face so round & low forehead, alot of hairstyles like not v suitable.

ah, i ald finished tatta hitotsu no koi! quite nice, simple story but i like the guy, haha! initially when i see kame wif ayase, hmmm dun tink they haf tis kind of lover look but their chemistry still okies lahz, coz ayase look more mature, being 1 yr older & all. then i started on yukan club, hmm quite a entertaining & relaxin kind of show, still not bad for 1st episode so shall see how it goes. it is about tis rich kids doing investigating wrk on their own for leisure, haha! hmmm haven see a real good show tat can compared with hana yori dango lehz!

lately din really slp well, dunno y, like there is smthin in the back of my mind troublin me & havin some weird dreams also, cannot understand one, only rem the characters are those i know but forgot who already, its always lidat, sometimes can dream of ppl whom i dunno them also or wif ppl i know quite well but seems like stranger in the dreams. aniwae the point is i dun like to dream, i hate to dream, in fact. i nv had a nice sweet dream b4, the dreams onliz make me feel restless & tired the following day.

write until v hungry, haha! going to munch some biskits....tata~

weekends~

2008-06-02T10:54:00.003+08:00

oh its monday again, so sianz...haha! abit monday blues today!

last friday nite, initially wan to go ktv at bishan partyworld but hor, they closed at 1am & we reached there ard 12am so got to change our plans & went to serangoon gardens to chat & drink, eat snacks! the place still not bad lahz but the chicken wings taste funny, sweet & sour & spicy, so many tastes, not tat wonderful. tink we r not fated to go to bishan partyworld manz, 1st time went thr, they haf maintenance going on then tis is the 2nd time, den we realised they closed so early.

then after work on saturday, went to novena sq & sq 2 to shop shop wif xp. hmmm not alot of tingz to see but the longest time spent is actually in 2 shops, 1 selling alot of cosmetics/skincare shop & the other is face shop, we explore explore their stuff, got tis electronic eyelash curler, then eye mask! xp bought more, hee, later in faceshop as well, since she lack of so many tingz, haha! okies lahz, quite a leisure afternoon before i went back & read my book by allison brennan, 'see no evil'. it is quite a good book lehz, recommended for reading! just that too many characters, so abit confusing at times. juz cannot imagine the pysche of these teenagers manz, v complicated minds tat made them do tis sort of pyschotic killings, sad to say tat these children are actually v well-off & v smart kids, but it is their parents who din really care for them so they seek solace with the 'same kind'.

tink allison brennan's books is always gross & have exciting plots, but if really shoot for movie kind, tink i dun dare to watch lehz, hee......

then yesterday, i actually napped for 4 hrs lehz, from 4pm to 8pm, & dream some more but cannot remember the dream already. so tiring! tink its lack of slp coz always watch show late into the nite! so feel groggy when i woke up today as well! arghz, feel like going home!!! half a day more! haha!

watched finished nobuta wo produce already! not bad but dun exactly term it as my most fav show, the show generally toks about friendship, i watched it coz of v good review for this show & to see kame as well, hehe! like him since the gokusen 2 as ryu! then also wan to see yamapi's show coz he is often talked about by my classmate. well, tink he is the most interesting character in this show lehz, haha, his behaviour & actions, v cute! maki horikita's acting also not bad, quite different from her character in hana kimi!

i have also started to watch, 'tatta hitotsu no koi' also by kame & ayase haruka, the ger who act in hotari no hikari & byakuyako. tis is a typical love story but still not bad! halfway thru the show, the guy is poor & the ger is rich kind of plot? hopefully it is a good ending coz alot of jap love shows like v sad, dun haf good endings, usually 1 will die tat sort of plot. tink by tml shld be able to finish the show, den wan to watch yukan club!

wAt does a red phlegm means?

2008-05-28T16:43:00.002+08:00

today, when i went to toilet & spit out some phlegm, quite alarmed that it is red colour phlegm....

actually its not the 1st time tat it happens, occasionally will have red colour phlegm but tat is v rare. not sure wat causes it, i dun haf nosebleed, & is not heaty, i drink alot of water everyday but saw the forum from internet, sometimes can be caused by sinus.....well, look abit scary then! hope its not a big deal or wat but feel kind of uneasy, can still taste the blood at the back of my throat.....

well, maybe shall monitor for a while more, see if it gets better, if not, then i have to visit doc already......hope its nuthin serious!

okies, going to knock off quite soon! todae going to finish up my gokusen 2! hehe, then maybe wld want to proceed to watch nobuta wo produce, also act by same guy, kamenashi kazuya & maki horikita! that show received v good feedback, think its abt friendship! hoho! tis wkend wan to rest & continue to watch shows, perhaps revised my jap also, nxt week starts lesson already & i have not prepared my revision, wait forgot everythingz! tis coming mth, june quite tight, got to save $ manz, pay jap lesson fees & my unisim fees as well.....hmm....hope its not too much.....

kAt-tun

2008-05-27T13:57:00.002+08:00

so slpy!!! i wan to slp! zzz....practically concuss after my lunch manz......

ah, i listen to a few of kat-tun songs & find it nice lehz! hmmm gonna take note of their songs & dramas in future, hoho!

feelin abit frustrated lately, dunno y, little little tingz got onto my nerves, makin me feel restless! haiz....hope will feel btr later....help!!

koizorA aka sKy of loVe

2008-05-26T14:05:00.002+08:00

a beautiful sad love story about high school kids, hiro & mika...

tis is v nice! tat time when movie is out in feb, din manage to watch it till now, story line is v typical wif the boy getting the cancer while they r in love but they shoot the movie v well, really depicts the sweet & sadness of their love! i like the ger, yui aragaki who act as mika! she looks so pretty & haf that pure innocent look! a good actress! she sings well also, 'heavenly days', theme song for the movie!

i finally watched finished gokusen, overall not bad, coz i like shun oguri & matsumoto jun look better here than in hana yori dango! onliz some episodes abit boring, tat's y took longer time to finish the show! on the other hand, gokusen 2 is more exciting though some parts still quite similar wif the part one! i like the 2 kat-tun guys who act as ryu & hayato, ah cannot remember their real names, quite long, hee......watched only 3 episodes, going to continue later! i also tried watchin himitsu no hanazono, hmmm abit slow, not sure if will like anot, shall continue some day when i have the mood!

today feel so slpy manz....dozing off soon, not enuff slp, haha!

yest supposed to play squash but we were late & the court was taken by other ppl so we went to eat mac donalds instead. pathetic rite, instead of cutting calories, we go n add some more! i tried the mc girdles wif egg, hmm but i still like the original sausage mc muffin wif egg! coz too complicated ald, mc girdles can taste sweet & saltish coz of the honey in the pancake!

still got 2 sundays to enjoy b4 my jap class starts! muz go n revised ald, slackin so much, wait forgot again! i'm still quite lousy in oral, haiz....need to practise practise!!! now watch j-drama helps in listening, hee!

2 plus ald, my dad finally able to go to wrk today after a mth of mc, good for him coz he feels so bored lately, slp, eat, play computer games! play until dunno wat to play, sometimes! but it also means we got to fight using the pc in the nite time, haha! nowadays he used in the day time mahz so i will get to use the pc in the nite, hmmm got to arrange arrange, haha!

okies lahz, going to get back to wrk! jia you! jia you!

Attention pLeAse

2008-05-23T12:24:00.002+08:00

Attention Pls!

tis is another show by the same ger who act in attack no. 1 & ace wo nerae!

actually these 3 shows are quite similar, juz tat they talk about different tingz, in this attention pls, it is about a ger who used to be a rocker, how she turns out to be an outstanding cabin attendant & the story involves the process on being recruited to training class, OJT & finally being accepted as a full fledge cabin attendant, shows insights on the work of aircraft engineer, ground crew & pilot as well!

well, if you din watch tis show, probably we wun realise there are so many challenges in being a cabin attendant & tat includes saving lives in emergencies! there are actually 3 kinds of bowing meant for different reasons, 15 degrees, 30 degrees & a 45 degrees bow, haha! so many minute details to take note, positioning of your hand when serving drinks, drawing of curtains, doing cpr, comforting anxious passengers & handling unreasonable passengers, so much more, where alot of tingz is learnt thru experience & from your senpai or instructor~

if travelling for international lines, then have to know other countries' cultures, language etc...really a challenging career, more than what people used to tink of, 'a high class waitress'! at some parts, i also dun understand y misaki is still being scolded by her senpai & mikani kyo-kan, about her still not yet qualified as a cabin attendant when she seems to be quite good at wat she is doing! well, well, well, after a few questioned being thrown at her, then i also realised what is missing in herself!

so many tingz to learn being a qualified cabin attendant manz, i guess it goes the same for all other kind of jobs! a job may seem simple to u, but in order to do it well, it takes more than tat! tis u have to figure out for urself on wat u r lacking! yesh, me2, muz 'fan xin' 'fan xin' also! let's jia you bahz!

1 litre of teArs aka ichi rittoru no nAmida

2008-05-21T11:19:00.002+08:00

I know it is a sad show before i watched!

but it is a famous drama so i still wan to watch! in the end, tink i shed a litre of tears manz.....so sad.....

this show is based on a true story which says this ger, Aya got a rare disease tat made her unable to walk slowly, difficulties in moving her limbs & speakin & writing eventually.....& yet she is such a pretty, cheerful, vibrant ger who excels in her studies & sports before she got this illness.

so it pretty breaks her spirit at the end when she couldn't do anything at all......

it is a well-shoot drama & the ger who act Aya is a really good actress!

so so sad, from the beginning, she has to give up her favourite sports, basketball, then endure inquisitive stares from classmates & outsiders from the way she walks to being sit on the wheelchair gradually, how she feels guilty for making her classmates start the lesson late coz of helpin her, how she feels bad when her bro is being made fun of by his frens coz of her condition. how sad she feels tat her mum has to quit her job to take care of her, how lonely she felt when she realised that she got to transf to a disability sch, how scared she feels when her condition worsens day by day & how heartbreaking she feels when she knows she cannot be with her sweetheart, Asou-kun even though they like each other & then she is the one who initiate a break-off first....

her only source of energy is from her precious family, dad & mum who dote on her alot & her sister who helps her to realise her dream by entering into the same sch as her, hoping tat she can replace her sis to graduate from this sch, & her considerate bro & younger sis!

wif her condition getting worsen, she starts to wonder why on earth is she living in this world but soon she gets a chance to pay back to the society by submitting parts of her diary to publish as a book in order to encourage other people who has the illness as well to continue to live on & make the best of their lives! her thoughtfulness really touched me! she always tink of others 1st before she tinks for herself, always braces herself for the challenges ahead & tries her best!

i tink the part tat really feels sad is she likes asou-kun but know she cannot be with him, & initiates tat they do not mit again, when her parents & doctor asked her y, she sadly ask them a question instead, "Am i able to get married?"

okies, i'm going for lunch soon! juz received a miss call wif a private number, dunno izzit whom i tink it is, sianz......dunno wat he wan to say again~

aniwae, juz go n re-energise myself 1st!

loNg weeKends

2008-05-20T11:08:00.002+08:00

wow, i had 3 days of rest over the past wkends due to taking a half day leave on sat & yest is vesak day ph! hehe!

the 3 days passed real fast manz, so nice! on sat mornin, xp & i went for k-lunch @ the old broadway amk, the food thr is not bad & the room condition is definitely better than the one @ mac donalds. thereafter we went shoppin @ amk hub & i managed to buy some tops for wrk! after tat i was so tired tat i took a 3 hr nap b4 i went to class in the evening.

then on sun morning, we went to play squash! oh long time nv play ald, nice! we r aimin to play better & better, hopefully lahz, now we are still so bad at it, the service part still got problem, haha! haven't 100% perfect yet, the strength part is quite a problem but we are workin on it! sun afternoon is for me to watch shows & nap again! haha, tis time round is 4 hr nap! shiok! but headache when i woke up! then received a call fr cecilia, askin if interested to go to sentosa & night safari on mon!

well, its been so long since i visited these attractions & moreover we have free passes. of course, i wun give it a miss! haha! its tiring to walk to so many places, but it is v fun as well! haha! we quite enjoyed ourselves! we took the cable car in, visited images of singapore, the merlion, 4d magix show, butterfly park & underwater world! it is quite disappointing to miss the dolphin lagoon & the sky ride due to insufficient time, well, perhaps next time!

then followed by a dinner @ night safari & here we entered into the world of creatures of the night! haha! we din take the tram coz got to pay 10 bucks so we followed all the animal trails, tink we not able to visit the elephant trail coz we were exhausted by that time, it was around 11pm ald! haha! but we did manage to watch the animal show, still not bad, juz tat if they could show more variety of animals or make it abit more exciting, then it will be good!

so all & all, we only spent on ice-cream/dessert & the dinner for the whole day! haha! such a worthwhile wkend manz! thoroughly enjoy to our fullest! yeahz!

oh yahz, u know i watched tis show, 1 litre of tears? the jap show, forgot the actual name though! it is a nice show lehz, haven finished watching yet, halfway thru but really v touchin & sad! gonna continue maybe tonite! shall update on the story once i finished it!

oh so slpy now, already hungry, how? -_-

haVin the sTrong menTality as Hiromi in Ace wO NerAe

2008-05-15T10:53:00.002+08:00

been watching hotaru no hikari & ace wo nerae these past few days~

Hotaru no Hikari is actually describing himono-onna, a term used for ladies who likes to wear sports jersey @ home & laze around, with 1 can of beer & snacks on the other hand, & have a samurai-tied knot on top of her head.....is actually quite cute! v funny show but i prefer another show called Ace Wo Nerae, a show about a high sch ger, Hiromi from a amateur tennis-player to a pro in internationals.

Ace Wo Nerae is a fantastic motivating show manz.....anyone who feels down in their career, studies or wat should watch this show lehz! her super strong mentality & never say die spirit is really.......of course she has many moments of downs in her life & it always affect her game but it is her coach, Jin & a guy tat she likes, Toudoh with other good frens support her that made it come this far!

i think the show can be better in their tennis techniques, & is abit kua zhang, coz she really made it in a 1 year's time kind of tingy, but i still like it!

feel so touched by her coach's efforts to teach her b4 his demise & her determination, whatever balls the other party hits, she'll always make the effort to hit it, she may not be very skilled compared to top level players but she constantly push herself to the limit, playing for the love of tennis & people who support her!

Reika is also quite admirable as in she truly have the sportsmanship spirit even though she seems jealous at a certain part coz of the attention hiromi is getting from his own father & jin.

Midorikawa is also another very determined ger whose service is damn powerful manz....think she lost the game in the end due to physical exhaustion coz she & hiromi played for more than 3 hrs in the last set!

hiromi's spirit is so strong tat amazes everyone~

really really admire her manz, with such a spirit in our lives, we can achieve so much & live with no regrets coz u give your best of the best shots in whatever you do, it is not only do your best, u know, it is push yourself to the limit & give your best, with nuthin in mind, juz do watever u r supposed to do! tink the most sad part is when her coach died, really made midorikawa & hiromi plunges to a deep deep hole of grieve, glad tat katsura coach brought them back & continue to fight on~

for myself, i also tink it is time to be serious in wat i do, push myself to the limits as we never really know our limits, dun u tink so? give the best of the best shots, dun run away, hit back wherever u r being hit, face urself & have a never say die spirit!

yesh, tis is my goal! jia you!

sO siAnz....hAhA~

2008-05-09T17:26:00.004+08:00

i'm so sianz lately, dunno y lehz!

hmmm dunno izzit bored of my job or wat~

lately i have a few friends juz resigned from their job & relax at home, trying to decide to further their studies or look for a new job, hw also just resigned to study at home for her accounts exams....so good! go back to student's life manz.....but i cannot!!! no money for me, becos of tat stupid thingz tat happened, arghz.....if only.......but how to have so many 'if only', haiz.....

now i muz re-start to save for my future, so i need to save save save to achieve all my goals, haha! hmmm still have not received any news from the school, wondering wondering~

2 more days to test, i haven really revised finished yet, kip watchin shows lately, feel lazy manz....muz disclipline myself~

so hungry now, dunno wat mama cook today, feel like i can eat alot today, haha!

arghz so sianz.........................................................who can help me!!??

mY fuTure plAns

2008-05-08T12:26:00.002+08:00

sound serious hor, haha! future plans!!!

u know, i have so many ideas in mind trying to work out the future that i want. To summarise, 1stly i have to think of wat i would like to do & how to get the job tat i want!

i have always admire those who knows their goals in their lives, for example, some of my ex-classmates~ they have a goal in their mind when they applied for the specilisation as they want to be in tat particular line & their determination never waver, up till now, they r still doing something which they like even though it is a demanding job to do!

how i wish i can be like them! have a definite goal in my life & take steps to achieve it!!!

but i'm just like the majority, dunno wat i want in my life, & tat is a problem~

life is so short, how can we just waste our time lidat, true rite? tat's wat my boss always says as well, dun waste ur life, do something tat u like & put your heart & soul into it so tat u can becum somebody by the age of 30. yahz, i also agree wif her, so the crucial step is to find the thingz tat i like~

hmmmm i still cannot put dwn my ideas here yet, after more or less confirmed then will write dwn here, heehee.....wish me luck bahz! i'm in need of it manz......

right now, i muz earn more more $ so that i can realise some of my dreams also.....fight-to!

haha, learn tis phrase from the yamaguchi kumiko sensei in gokusen, she always encourage herself to face her delinquent students~

FIGHT-TO~

mY fAntasY

2008-05-05T09:58:00.002+08:00

yo!

lately alot of things is happening, trying to settle some old issues, preparing for my jap test & watching jap drama, hahaha!

i finally get to watch hana kimi (japan) & hana yori dango I & II, & u know what, it is fabulous!

actually have a different feeling compared to the taiwanese versions. Jap version is not so lor soh, straight to the point & oh my god, hanazawa rui is so cool manz, who acted by shun oguri.

shun oguri acted as sano izumi in hana kimi (japan) but i still like his character as hanazawa rui~

after watching the show, think how nice it will be if have a bf like hanazawa rui~ hehe~

he is such a cool person & have a cold attitude towards most of the things yet he knows how to protect those people who is important to him~always 'ma-ki-no', standing by makino's side whenever she is in trouble...

sometimes v funny when the other 3 r fightin, he can still sit there looking bored without getting himself involved, haha!

then he always like to play his violin & read his book, such a 'qi zhi' person! better than the other 2 who always womanising & tsukasa who always keep beating up people.....

i feel that he is also the most observant of the 4, always manages to see thru people, juz like the ending part of hana yori dango II, he dun like tat ger at the hospital already @ 1st sight.....

somehow feel sad for him as well, he always get unrequited love, haiz.......1st is shizuka den now is makino, if only he din go to paris den i think he & makino can have a chance, heehee, sorrie ar, but compared to tsukasa, i still like hanazawa rui....

shun oguri also has another show, detective conan, haha, hope can watch soon!

hope he have more shows coming up, yeahz~

hope time can do my healing....

2008-04-04T13:44:00.002+08:00

wow, really long time never blog in, can see that my entries have a time gap, haha!

sad that today blog in to say my unhappiness....

really really sad.........

the more i think, the more i feel i'm a fool manz....to actually believe in all the lies that people cock up just to get what they wants.....

coz of my religious classes, i try to not feel hatred to that person becos it is not good for us, & i believe in karma. what goes round comes round....although there are people who do you wrongs, but dun let the hatred made you into doing something that is wrong.....however, in this case, i think i have been toleratin enough......& i wun be doing any bad tingz, just do what i'm supposed to do! juz hope there are no bad repercussions...

actually not only me, but also include several of our friends, because of this, we mistrust one another. v sad right? sometimes money can see through people, their character, good or bad will reveal itself......

i have to learn to face that if bad things happen, have to treat it like, u know chinese saying, 用钱消灾, or maybe u owe that person in previous life or wat, tis time is to pay back....

aniwae all is lost but we have to kip encouraging ourselves to let go of the past & move forward. maybe after a few years later, you will laugh at this tingz & say, look, i'm living a better life now coz i learnt a lesson when i was young! perhaps by then, i will be thankful to tat person for giving me such a tough lesson to learn, u never know.....

right now, i have to kip motivating myself in order to heal my heartpain as well as to get out of the past & move on! hope my family will never find out also coz tink will make them sad if they get to know of this........

have done some calculations & will try my best to achieve it by hook or by crook!

jia you jia you!

now is 24 years old, must make use of the next few years to earn more & more!!!

ganbatte!

those who is reading my blog, do give me your blessings as well!

cya nxt time!

i'M bAcK!!!

2007-09-20T16:04:00.000+08:00

Phew!

back to blogging, heehee! after disappearing for half a year.....lolx.....

but its coz too too busy for the past half year so no time to blog ar......hoho!

slpy slpy....

so much had happened during this missing time period, regardless in wrk, or social life!

ofc has shifted, from 4 units to 1 unit, changed name also, lesser staff also....mre wrkload also....

tat time i was still in elementary 1 in my jap class now juz proceeded to elementary 3!

time flies!

4pm now! thurs already! everyday is busy, no $ some mre, haiz....wonder when can i lead a more relaxing life but with some $ to spend as well, haha! tink it is everyone's dream to lead a relaxing, yet with $, hoho!

tingz r not going smooth lately, so hope i have the time to go temple & bai bai! hee....

wkends is cuming but once again, will be busy!!!

hope lady of luck will watch over me! hoho!

oohz sO fuLL....

2007-03-02T13:21:00.000+08:00

juz ate finished my lunch, v v full.....feeling slpy right now....whahaha.....

last nite after wrking till 8 plus to 9pm, we went for dinner near New Park thr againz...hmm the food is not bad....7 dishes, ate till v full also.....hmmp forgive me if i eat too much but hor, its coz doing alot of manual labour so v hungry....we had ice wine also, 1st time trying out, its quite a sweet wine, reminds me of white wine, but they say its different! tink too long nv drink ald, i drank a few mouthfuls & my stomach starts to burn, whaha! but it kips me warm fr the windy & cold weather. quite a nice gathering, my boss is quite humourous, haha! so had plenty of laughter during the dinner.

these few days although tired, but tink i accomplished alot of tingz so quite meaningful, luckily my boss brought her maid along to help me in the housekeepin part or else tink i'm still stuck in the room tidyin up all my fabrics.....hoho! okies okies, gotta continue my wrk!

i'm bAck! itS me, hoho! tMl is mAr ald....

2007-02-28T12:17:00.001+08:00

hohoho! its been sUcH a long time since i update.

1 month has already passed. so many tingz has happened but too busy & lazy to log in...hee!

yest, i went to dept store to get my skincare/cosmetics den tis lady who served me, is actually a trainee for eyebrow trimming. i wanted to trim my eyebrows but find it v inconvenient to book an appointment coz of my wrking schedule. tsk, then her senior say if u wan to trim, wanna let tis lady trim? coz she is practising eyebrow trimming, i thot 1) since i'm too lazy to go down again, 2) if let her trim, is FOC, 3) can let her practise to improve, oohz y not? although quite nervous coz i heard abt my fren's scary experience b4 in a beauty salon....

the entire process is 1 hr, which is super long, usually i trim for 10 to 15 min done ald....coz she is a trainee & i'm sort of her 1st customer....haha! so took longer time to do it. overall, still not bad lahz, her senior got guide her & do touch up for me after she done the whole tingz. its a bit too thin, but the shape is still thr, so i'm still okies wif it. throughout this process, realised that eyebrow trimmin not easy to learn, even the posture of ur pencil & scissors matters too....so wish her best of lucks! she ask me to cum back again after she pass the test next month, to help me do a proper trimming, hee.....

todae tink will be busy, coz my cupboards for all my sample books is finally here....alot of packing & tidying to do! but slpy, whahaha!

wondering wen is my hanakimi cumin out??? my hua yang shao nian shao nu - 1 mre part left, arhz, itchin to watch~such a SUPERB show.....so funny & sweet~ tink alot of jap manga which turned into movies & drama is usually quite nice lehz....like deathnote? meteor gardens? hohoho....cheers to jap manga.....

i'm bAck! itS me, hoho! tMl is mAr ald....

2007-02-28T12:17:00.000+08:00

hohoho! its been sUcH a long time since i update.

1 month has already passed. so many tingz has happened but too busy & lazy to log in...hee!

todae tink will be busy, coz my cupboards for all my sample books is finally here....alot of packing & tidying to do! but slpy, whahaha!

dizzY speLL

2007-01-26T13:51:00.000+08:00

feelin siCk todae, head feel heavy, cold but feel myself hot.....but i still ate bandito fr kfc juz now, hehehe.....coz my colleague is havin last day so everybody ate kfc in ofc!

how i wish i'm being wrapped up in my own blanket & lying on the bed, hugging my pillows.....so so slpy! luckily boss not in town so can slack abit.....shall make it a point to leave on the dot today! how ar, my head is swimmin now......swim & swim......

an ExHausTinG wkEnds - finGers Pain Pain

2007-01-22T09:48:00.000+08:00

had a sUper busy wkends & that is hookIn curtains throughout my precious saturday. so sad, grumpy & angry, do until my 1st 3 fingers need to be plastered up. from 10 plus to 8 plus in the evening, hookin day, night & blackouts! the other time i did, only involved the blackouts so now its double double wrk! so tiring tat i ate alot throughout the day, no wonder our ofc gers kip putting on weight! terrible.....felt guilty over my lunch, haha! then tink coz not enuff slp, so i had headache & that makes my day even worse.

yest went to Fairprice Xtra wif my mum after my class & dinner! its super huge as what ppl has been saying & we din manage to walk the whole area coz i felt dizzy looking at so many tingz.....v crowded as well! we bought alot of food & bought vcds again! hoho! i just finished watchin magicians of love, the show is quite nice & funny, of course got the sad parts as well! overall, quite nice, comparable to the prince of frogs wif mingdao acting also. so the vcds which i juz bought also have mingdao, haha!

okies, gotta wrk now! tata~

I found a remedy for my cracked heels...

2007-01-15T09:02:00.000+08:00

todae is a Monday, a special one! coz hor, i reached office around 8.52am, heehee.....its forced one lorz.....fr todae onwards, gotta reach ofc on time or else will get pay cut! sobs sobs.....so i woke up super early! luckily yest is a sun, i rest mre than other days so its quite okies todae. Not sure if i can do so subsequently anot....haha! but still gotta, i dun wan my pay to be deducted lehz.....

during the past wkends, i have been experimenting wif a remedy in curing cracked heels which i saw in a health magazine. i went to soaked my feet in warm & cold water wif lemon juice & used the skin to rub my heels & corn-cutter to 'mo' my feet. after that, massage my feet wif cracked heels lotion & put on socks while i slp, well, it realli wrks manz....my feet is nicer now, heehee! but i wonder if i have the energy to do it every night anot....tink will try my best, haha! otherwise my feet will look horrible & painful! haha, glad tat i found a remedy! woohooz....

yest, wen i was on my way to class, i saw an old couple, the guy is like my grandfather's age lor, maybe 60+ then the lady is like 40+. tis old uncle hugged & kissed the lady in the mrt, & they were in front of me, i was like....omg....abit cannot stand.....they r not like young couples which i found it normal & the stance which they were in, hmmp looks awkward to me lehz.....alamak.....tat old uncle no hair ald....realli v old ald lor.....usually i would admire & envy old uncle & old lady hands in hands, looking v sweet but hor, tis is so diff, & a few other old uncles in the mrt also kip starin at them.....so erks, disgustin.....

durin the class, realised tat one of my classmates is married.....oohz...v young lehz, he is onliz near to 25 years old & tis is the 2nd year of his marriage ald.....& he is the kind who dun look like he is married...heehee.....so v amazing to those who do not know it.....we are like mouth open big big...haha! found it quite sweet thou, coz can be devoted to each other since like 16 or 17 yrs old....

okies okies, i gotta wrk, shall update it again! mon mon, 3 mre weeks!!!

resTless resTless...

2007-01-12T17:54:00.000+08:00

feelin rather restless these few days....conclude got 2 reasons:

first: weather is too nice, dun feel like wrkin at all

second: hearin my good fren have plans to leave, makes me no mood, haha, hmm i tink tis reason plays a bigger role lehz...

dunno wen she wans to leave yet, probably tis or nxt mth, i guess. as for me, i also have my own plans, but hor din save much last year, so abit hard....

i also have 2 options, eh, 4 i tink, haha! lolx....have to see at least till march then can plan properly, i guess.......meanwhile, just do my part till the right time cums...as my saying goes, muz do the right tingz at the right time, timing is v impt! hohoho!

hungry whole day, jia lat! plump already lehz, still cannot stop eating, actually i crave for my bitter gourd thick bee hoon soup...yum yum....but no $, so choose to eat my dinner in ofc, den can save $....haha! realli broke ald, tis morning & yest took taxis in the mornin, wif traffic jams on, mre exp! sobs sobs....i wan my $$....

now is almost mid mth already, hang on!!! jia you jia you! ganbatte! hip hip hooray! tml gotta go for class & sun also, so dun tink will spend much. nxt weekend stay home watch vcds, haha! my plan, so tat can save mre! shall see again for the last wkends of jan.....hmm, okies! gotta continue wif my own wrk!

tata~

nEw yEaR - a nEw fResH sTarT

2007-01-06T10:36:00.000+08:00

its been one week since i updated already, heehee! 1stly, i had a terrific long wkends during the new year holidays! v shiok but spent alot of money lor.....*heartbreak** now i'm a paupet ald, no $....sobs....

1st tingz i did was to do my hair! heehee, from coloured perm hair to black straight hair....a totally different image! mre easily to manage now, look healthy also but due to the layer, its not exactly straight at the ends. i did my hair while doing pedicures at the same time. heehee! then play mahjong in the nite, tiring tiring, haha! but fun also, long time no play! my 1st time playin 30/60 cts, lost $60 in total for 2 rounds. haha! played till i cannot tink animre....

then on sunday, went to a buffet dinner at a hotel! company paid so still okies! then my fav ktv in the nite. kbox has a beer drinking competition & my colleague went to join in & won a jug of beer! haha! but the whole place was super messy coz many gers drink already & vomit all over, esp the gers' toilet, yucks! so smelly!

ohz yahz, went to watch the deathnote marathon & its super duper nice lor....v nice animae also, the ryuk & the rem & the jealous! juz tat made me tink y death shld be decided by a person, in a sense its not fair at all even though kira killed mostly baddies! along the way in killing ppl, he turned into a cruel guy also, actually plotted to kill his loved ones, this is the part which i cannot agree with. watever justice you want, in the end, you sacrifice the innocents & your loved ones, may i know wat kind of justice izzit....tat's y i admire L v much! he is a v cute detective, left a deep impression on me! the way he eats & behaves is v funny, the onliz funny element in the show, & his genius. both r genius, juz tat used in a different way. but hor, i feel that the ending is abit sad lor....haiz....my L......all the whole, it is a really brilliant plot! admire the author who can write such intelligent story, haha! maybe shld go & read the comic books!! my classmate say its quite different, i tink! cheers to deathnote comic writer!

FridAy fRiday - yeahz....loNg wKends - wat is ur new year resolutions?

2006-12-29T13:18:00.000+08:00

finally friday already........recently been busy watchin my vcds again, hoho! the phoenix from the ashes....starred by feng bao bao (the hkg veteran), yang gongru, shawn yu, fang zhong xin & huang yi! a nice family show tat involves love, feud, ya know the typical kind of hkg show but its set in china! it spans 4 generations, so the the drama kip showin past & present! makes me tink alot abt humans' mind wen i watched, haha! choices, decisions tat shaped our own destiny...family upbringing is indeed v impt, coz it influences the most on the choices tat ya make as we grow up.

going to watch deathnote marathon on the coming mon! whoops! been wanting to watch even before deathnote 1 shown in cinemas but no time till now! my classmates & teacher often discussed tis movie so make me even mre tempted to watch! but there are good & bad reviews from my frens so gonna judge for myself tis time! heehee! one of my classmates v fanatic abt tis show, tink he fanatic over all animae, so tis is no exception. he has the comic books, & the real animae also! as usual, he says the storyline differs from the comic books as well!

tink my wkends will be mostly restin at home except sunday nite gotta go for a buffet dinner wif colleagues coz our company occupy 1 table in the hotel. then lately also feel my hands abit itchy, maybe will ask my relatives for mahjong, hoho! itchy itchy!

been tinkin on my new year resolutions also! have alot alot!

the 1st one on priority like most of my frens will be: getting back our own xxx which shld haf returned to us long time ago! gonna pray hard hard...

2nd is: make sure i go for a holiday trip! its time to take a break!

3rd is: its time to save on my transportation costs, esp the cabs which i took to wrk, haiz....heartbreak....

still got many many, but in order for many many to happen, the 1st item is esp v impt!

feel like going for massage....my shoulders is super stiff & back aches abit lately.....am i old already huhz.....sounds like symptoms tat old ppl have.....

slpy slpy...juz ate a delicious laksa, burps....

xMas sHoppinG

2006-12-19T09:55:00.000+08:00

had a great & busy wkend! also managed to get sufficient rest so I'm feelin & lookin good now! heehee! went to taka for my xmas shoppin yest, i stuck thr for 2 hrs lookin for the presents to buy & another hour in queue to get my prezies wrapped up! so it was quite a tirin process, haha! its my colleague's present tat is the most difficult to buy. aiyahz, if not wld had done finished my shoppin long time ago! aniwae, all the prezies cost near to hundred. now indeed v broke, dunno still got $ to buy hp anot, hmmm muz chk my bank a/c & do some calculations 1st. heehee!

ah, did i mention i bought 4 tins of flower tea last sat at dfs? hmmm now i'm more & more interested in tea! but hor, quite hard to find tea lovers also, onliz my mummy quite likes to drink tea, the rest of the frens & ppl around me seems to like coffee btr! bought 3 get 1 free, special discount at $45! dunno cheap or exp since i nv drink flower tea b4. got lemongrass tea which helps in perkin u up in the mornin, marigold tea tink is for detoxifying & rose tea for good complexion & chamollies which aids in slpin well. v different taste fr the usual tea tat i drank.

okies, gotta get back to work! shall pop in again wen i'm free! tata~

jia you jia you! its a brand new day!!!

wOrKhoLics

2006-12-16T10:06:00.000+08:00

long time no update already....coz too busy with work nowadays. not enuff slp also, for frens who haven seen me for some time, hope ya dun tink ya met a ghost wen ya see me the nxt time, hehe! my daily routine is overslept everday till 8am at least, den step in ofc late for half an hr, walkin like a zombie while doing my work, ohz now my wrk includes cuttin & foldin of fabrics temporarily. then drink soup with rice for lunch & going back around 9 plus in the nitez.....den bathe & slp.....ohz wat a borin life!

todae is sat ald, time flies fast fast! haven done anytingz productive! wan to wrk hard hard & maybe its time for new year resolution soonz, heehee! have alot of plans in mind, but no time to settle down & see how to achieve it though. hmm hmmm, i wish 2007 will be a good year for me coz tis year really sux....ah, dun wanna tok abt it animre!

gotta get alot of gifts, tml will be a packed day again! :p lalalalala, merry xmas merry xmas! wen is my santa claus cumin to me?? tata~

liKe & duN liKe at the saMe tiMe

2006-12-09T13:17:00.000+08:00

so strange, how can a person like & dun like smthingz at the same time?? i like & also dun like my job, haha! like a cow workin, feel so bored! everyday wrk & wrk, but also feelin happi & satisfied even at the smallest tingz being achieved! wat a weird person i am! todae is a saturday, hopin to catch cinderella later but hor, boss suddenly say wan to have meeting, erks! spoilsport...thot finally can play, now yet stuck in the ofc, so i'm feelin grumpy at this moment! :(

very very grumpy^

miZ all my frens, dunno wat r they doin now, coz everyone of us too busy to mit up so have not seen them for a long long time. hope everyone doin fine now!

time seems to flies, now dec ald, want to buy xmas presents ald!! tis year, co has a xmas xchange programme, heehee! wonder who is my santa claus!!! 2 mrE weeks to xmas, yeahz yeahz! got public holiday cumin up, woohoo`

late dAys - sO sIanz

2006-12-05T13:38:00.000+08:00

been workin late these few days, last sat knocked off ard 6 plus 7, becoz of a meeting. its supposed to be a short discussion but ended up 3 hours long, alamak! made me & the others stressed also.....**cold sweat** haiz...so i asked my colleagues out to de-stress. felt like singing but 2 of them dun sing so in the end we went to watch 11pm movie 'Open Season' which is quite funny but not comparable to Finding Nemos & The Incredibles. Before that, we went to Borders to look at interior magazines. Hanged around there for quite awhile coz my colleague saw a few of her projects in the magazine. Then went to Cathay Cineleisure to have dinner, this Chicago dunno wat restaurant, the food there is not bad, can try again nxt time if i go there. after the whole movie, drink at N.Y.D.C coz all of us dun feel like going home. like alot of frustrations want to vent out lidat....so sianz...

ah, did i mention tat i already finished watching 'Which star are you from"? its quite a nice show, sad & happy, the songs are v nice, still waiting to see if my aunt have it anot, hopefully she have it!!! lalallalaal.......*out of tune, oops*

todae is tuesday, going to have another meeting later, haiz haiz.....y so many meetings one lehz.....i feel so tired, dunno wen can go for holidays, now quite broke....arghz....:( i need a BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cRacked Heels!

2006-11-28T09:36:00.000+08:00

hohoho! so fast one week le! bought a few items last sat to cure my cracked heels coz it feels painful to walk. dinno tat its quite costly to fix my cracked skin, haha! coz i bought over $50+ bucks just for it, there are bath salts to soak my feet in, footscrub & cutter to scrub & smooth that part, & a lotion to soften the cracks. see! so troublesome, has been faithfully following the procedure so tat my foot will look nice nice & not old old. hehe!

hmmm, my aunt michelle gave me the soundtracks for goong, my girl & tree of heaven. dinno my girl's soundtracks is soo soo fantastic, all v nice songs! its my fav soundtrack besides save for your last dance. hoho! now watchin this show called, 'which star are you from?' the pace is abit slow, now at 6th episodes, still okies! readin my fav kay hooper's book, 'sense of evil' also, found it in the rental bkshop! but i still cannot find the others!!!! also tryin to find judith mcnaught's latest book! all rent out! oops!

last sun class, there is a new teacher who came to our class to listen as she is going to teach junior class soon! had quite a fun laughin time, hoho! ya know, we have a classmate who always fly to singapore on fri from hkg & go back to hkg on sun, haha! we found it v amazin! so when we learn how to speak on topic of going to whr & whr, so & so, his ans is always flyin back by aeroplane, hehe!

ah, eatin my breakfast now! gonna start my wrk for the day soonz! tata~