hope time can do my healing....

wow, really long time never blog in, can see that my entries have a time gap, haha!

sad that today blog in to say my unhappiness....

really really sad.........

the more i think, the more i feel i'm a fool manz....to actually believe in all the lies that people cock up just to get what they wants.....

coz of my religious classes, i try to not feel hatred to that person becos it is not good for us, & i believe in karma. what goes round comes round....although there are people who do you wrongs, but dun let the hatred made you into doing something that is wrong.....however, in this case, i think i have been toleratin enough......& i wun be doing any bad tingz, just do what i'm supposed to do! juz hope there are no bad repercussions...

actually not only me, but also include several of our friends, because of this, we mistrust one another. v sad right? sometimes money can see through people, their character, good or bad will reveal itself......

i have to learn to face that if bad things happen, have to treat it like, u know chinese saying, 用钱消灾, or maybe u owe that person in previous life or wat, tis time is to pay back....

aniwae all is lost but we have to kip encouraging ourselves to let go of the past & move forward. maybe after a few years later, you will laugh at this tingz & say, look, i'm living a better life now coz i learnt a lesson when i was young! perhaps by then, i will be thankful to tat person for giving me such a tough lesson to learn, u never know.....

right now, i have to kip motivating myself in order to heal my heartpain as well as to get out of the past & move on! hope my family will never find out also coz tink will make them sad if they get to know of this........

have done some calculations & will try my best to achieve it by hook or by crook!

jia you jia you!

now is 24 years old, must make use of the next few years to earn more & more!!!


ganbatte!

those who is reading my blog, do give me your blessings as well!

cya nxt time!